AND HE SAID HE DIDN'T TELL ANYONE WE'RE "TOGETHER"!!!!
I KNEW HE WAS LYING!
THEN HOW THE FRICK DUMBAZZ SHAQUIL KNO?¿?
THEY BOTH THE DUMBEST FCKS I'VE EVER SEEN!
Those were not curse words cuz they weren't said out loud and plus they spelled oddly so it doesn't count so HA!
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
HERE'S AN UPDATE FRM 9/27/09...IT HAD REFUSE TO SEND BUT I FOUND IT...I was holding eggs n walmart I think
Took the explore test today.
I had a breakdown afterwards....I feel immesly lost and I think I killed it at tryouts for the musical....the judges looked surprised..lol today had a lot of downs but some and a really good up...lots of things were cancled which sucks and well lots crap going on but it'll get betta sooner or later and I say this cuz I forgot wut I had to say...
Took the explore test today.
I had a breakdown afterwards....I feel immesly lost and I think I killed it at tryouts for the musical....the judges looked surprised..lol today had a lot of downs but some and a really good up...lots of things were cancled which sucks and well lots crap going on but it'll get betta sooner or later and I say this cuz I forgot wut I had to say...
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
I can swear he's crazy!
He is so sure and convinced that I agreed to the fact that we "belong to and with" eachother. And that I'm his baby and he's my boo. He said I said he's my boo. I for one don't even talk like that for one and that is just so stupid in the first place. Why would I call him that after I said stop calling me that. What's his problem? I mean seriously he thinks something that has never and never will happen..I mean how dumb is tht?¿? The dude is crazy. Thts what I call him too: dude,boy,dog, son, and crazy....someone no getting the message...
He is so sure and convinced that I agreed to the fact that we "belong to and with" eachother. And that I'm his baby and he's my boo. He said I said he's my boo. I for one don't even talk like that for one and that is just so stupid in the first place. Why would I call him that after I said stop calling me that. What's his problem? I mean seriously he thinks something that has never and never will happen..I mean how dumb is tht?¿? The dude is crazy. Thts what I call him too: dude,boy,dog, son, and crazy....someone no getting the message...
He wants me to kiss him and all but I'm not his girlfriend... And I honostly don't know and I wonder "do I even like him tht much or at all?¿?" I hate being pressusred to do that. One of the main reasons I didn't want a boyfriend til high school or have a boyfriend who's in high school so he doesn't go to the same school as me for atleast a year. You kno so we can both get settled in our surroundings...oh, I can just here my sister now, "lil gal what r u talking bout you a kid what u kno bout anything. Kissin on them lil boys I'm telling mommy, what ever lil heffer, just keep ur legs closed..." I wish I could talk to her without her saying tht. (ha, listen to me, I sound like anne frank, cept the lezbo, annex,peter, stuff) so how am I supposed to say I kinda like you but I like someone else more. Or the fact the guy I like,it is said we both like eachother but who knows 4 sure except us of our own feelings, and if so how can too shy ppl say so. Even if he is a little older, but maybe its for the best, I seem to attract crazy ppl and stalkers.(thts another story lol) however what is one to say or do in this situation what is one to say at all....how am I supposed to think when I'm so tiredand got hit really hard and bad in the head with a volleyball(god, I'm still dizzy, its still in pain)--I'll talk bout tht later...
Monday, September 28, 2009
Ok this is a trip!
Listen to this:
Ok so every morning smiley texts me goodmorning and after awhile if I'm really bored I say morning. Well, the oddest thing happened I had looked over at purple and while I wuz looking I typed in purple (his real name) is hot and I almost pressed send right after I typed it! Thankyou God!!! That wouldve been some real drama!!!!
Its so funny now I'd start laughing and wtf right when I typed thathe started laughing really loud...I HATE PURPLE, ya douchebag......
Listen to this:
Ok so every morning smiley texts me goodmorning and after awhile if I'm really bored I say morning. Well, the oddest thing happened I had looked over at purple and while I wuz looking I typed in purple (his real name) is hot and I almost pressed send right after I typed it! Thankyou God!!! That wouldve been some real drama!!!!
Its so funny now I'd start laughing and wtf right when I typed thathe started laughing really loud...I HATE PURPLE, ya douchebag......
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Was at the alligator festival a few hours ago...he was there...I got sick from the rides and I kept telling kay I'd puke n a sec and then she puked and I couldn't get my pukes out...he looked so hot today!! I mean he wuz so fricking hot today no lie!!! Um s anyways...head still hurts and I'm gonna hit the fest again tomorro ug my tummyhurts...went outside played my guitar awhile outside which I wanna do everyday and majority of the time do....I broke my promise tht I made 3-4 months ago...oh well....
Friday, September 25, 2009
If someone loves you...how do u break it to um that you don't love them back...and what if the explanation is that you just might like someone else more than them...I honostly don't wanna keep stringing him along...I just don't know how to loose a guy...its like no matter wut they want u more....what's wrong with them they can get the message or something?¿?
I hate the fact tht you and other people expect so much of me. Just because I look a certant way doesn't mean I go for it or even if I act a certant way. I can swear I carry myself very well and respectfully but do people think of me differently than I do?¿? I think they do...I mean I act differently than the other girls. I don't put myself out there and nor do I stay in guys face all day so what's my problem. And I'm not even trying to get a boyfriend...I'm also not trying to go after any of these guys at skool so what's everybodys isuse?¿? It seems as if the whores are not whores and they call the non whores and treat um like whores....as if respectable girls diserve to be treated badly and insulted and less than the whores and we just need to say if u choose a whore over a good girl, then u don't diserve a girl anyways...thts wut I've been trying to explain to sum ppl
I can't believe my sis is going to new york!!
Imma miss her although I barely see her...
Well she grown and she does wut she wants and not like u can stop her from leaving (i kno, I tried) and I hope she has fun...she'll be in new york and I'd be at the alligator festival with god only knows who lol---remember:::FRIENDS ARE 5 TIMES MORE DANGERIOUS THAN STRANGERS....they actually know u... :-P
CHRISSY + ARTICLE 4 EVA!
Lol insider--haha chrissy!
Imma miss her although I barely see her...
Well she grown and she does wut she wants and not like u can stop her from leaving (i kno, I tried) and I hope she has fun...she'll be in new york and I'd be at the alligator festival with god only knows who lol---remember:::FRIENDS ARE 5 TIMES MORE DANGERIOUS THAN STRANGERS....they actually know u... :-P
CHRISSY + ARTICLE 4 EVA!
Lol insider--haha chrissy!
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Is currently on cheer-mode and on my way to the football game on the bus wit the other cheerleaders I've been sending updates but they weren't posted and idfk y!!!!!! Everything cool...I feel lonely but cool and like I said eairlier IMMA FIX HIM!!!!!!! What! Na! He gonna be so fixed gonna wish he was fixed (like spay nutered cheesey I know! lol) but yeah forget fighting U BOUT TO TAKE AN EMOTIONAL BEATING!!! Prepare for it mr. Smiley.....
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Omg he scared the crap out of me with those good morning text!! I can swear he woke up the living dead which he probably has....I was dead asleep and he woke me right out of it! Never give outur number to guys who like u they alwaysdo tht and he not the first atleast its not like 5 6 am like the other guys do....ugg my ear ringing!!!
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Friday, September 18, 2009
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!! PURPLE CAME OUTSIDE FINALLY!!!!!!! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
"When in doubt BLOG it out...so smart and pretty doesn't work as well so u can just go to ____if trickery is what it takes lol I won't hesitate...if not now it won't be ever so just tell him goodbye move on and talk to the next guy. Twist ur hair and tellum hi slap um when he touch ur thigh. Give um a while and u used him up and they swear one of u is a slut they all say tht he's the playa well right after tht we done boo c ya l8r!"
Where are you and you and you and me?¿? We are all so lost aren't we?¿?
I feel weird at school...as if I've lost my place. Or maybe I'm just realizing I've never had one. I thought with some type of power I might have friends but I've seen to have lost some. I feel as if some ppl are only my friends when others aren't arround and tht my other friends don't like or accept my other friends. I don't wanna choose shouldn't have to! I also am sick of being well is ostrasized the right word (not the right spelling) because I don't like the same guy as everyone else or have the same taste. Also the fact call me weird. Or tht I'm a freak. I feel as if I'm completely normal and only weird ppl call ppl weird...and what they say over here is weird is actually normal but I guess we're in Tiger Town now so theres pros and cons. Out here its nvr visa versa its its this tht and tht how we chose it this wut it gone be! And I refuse to settle none the less follow such rediuclous rules and examples and I wanna be the one to change this place or atleast a few ppl and let them see what's right and wrong bcuz obiously some ppl have it twisted
Xoxo,
jai-liz
I feel weird at school...as if I've lost my place. Or maybe I'm just realizing I've never had one. I thought with some type of power I might have friends but I've seen to have lost some. I feel as if some ppl are only my friends when others aren't arround and tht my other friends don't like or accept my other friends. I don't wanna choose shouldn't have to! I also am sick of being well is ostrasized the right word (not the right spelling) because I don't like the same guy as everyone else or have the same taste. Also the fact call me weird. Or tht I'm a freak. I feel as if I'm completely normal and only weird ppl call ppl weird...and what they say over here is weird is actually normal but I guess we're in Tiger Town now so theres pros and cons. Out here its nvr visa versa its its this tht and tht how we chose it this wut it gone be! And I refuse to settle none the less follow such rediuclous rules and examples and I wanna be the one to change this place or atleast a few ppl and let them see what's right and wrong bcuz obiously some ppl have it twisted
Xoxo,
jai-liz
Ok just got off the bus and had a nice talk with a seventh grade girl shes so nice...idk her name I forgot to ask! Ugg! Lol well anyways wen I was getting off the bus brian told me something but idk wtf he said sounded like why you getting off the bus at ______(guess he said our or my(i mean this n his words not mine))house but idk 4 sure...can't b cuz thts dumb because I've been catcjhing tht bus since 7th grade at tht exact same spot! Wtf?¿? I've been saying tht on here a lot have I?¿? Has it been immensly aggravating?¿? Well I'm starved they betta have something good to eat in here now!!!
Its been awhile!
Well I'm siting on the bus and shaquille benson is getting on my very last nerve AGAIN! I didn't take my medication...no cheerleading today which is good and bad cuz I need to do work but I really wanted to cheer....o well! Lol...but I really was looking forward to it. I'm very upset I didn't get my pompoms cuz our captian left mine at her house again after I told her and she promised she wouldn't leave it after I textedher not to and then wen I asked her shes like what stuff are you talkin about and I'm like wtf!
Well I'm siting on the bus and shaquille benson is getting on my very last nerve AGAIN! I didn't take my medication...no cheerleading today which is good and bad cuz I need to do work but I really wanted to cheer....o well! Lol...but I really was looking forward to it. I'm very upset I didn't get my pompoms cuz our captian left mine at her house again after I told her and she promised she wouldn't leave it after I textedher not to and then wen I asked her shes like what stuff are you talkin about and I'm like wtf!
Monday, September 14, 2009
Took forever to get to popeyes and we drove around and around come to find out all we had to do was just turn and we would be there lol! We had to use the gps well google maps or both idr...back on the road well a bridge over water and slowly waiting away wetlands....u know we loose the size of about rhode island of louisiana evey year due to coastal erosion....I miss purple..I'm listening to decode and it always reminds me of his edward cullen acting tail! And haha only I and chrissy kno who he is and he's not a random rk boy he goes to hhs! Tehe evil,well evey guy has a nickname by us so no one knows what were talking about and we can say stuff infront them...SMART HUH?¿?where on the i10 and should be home very soon::::I MISS MY PUPPY WHO IS BACK IN NOLA MILES AWAY! WE GOTTA GET HER SOON!
Ok kanye west you've done some stupid uncalled for things..like the thing about how mj is dead and they need a new king of pop...you will NEVER ever be such! But to inturrupt taylor swift with her special moment and ruined her dream, your a horrible person and very dumb. This was classless and tasteless! But since you want a tittle here's something tht I feel you diserve...I DUB THE KANYE WEST, KING OF DUMB COMMENTS AND PRINCE OF IDIOTICNESS!
Sunday, September 13, 2009
At the texas walmart! Everything IS bigger in texas every shoe was a size 8 and up...silly me I'm a 4 and a 5 in shoes so it took forever to find some cheerleading shoes I got a size six and its awesome cuz its the perfect look for me lol...jen is facebooking next to me and we have matching costumes for halloween and I had mine first getting me sum old ppl cookies tehe
Playin wii with janie...can u believe an eleven year old is teaching me how to drive lol!
PRAY ON THE DAY I GET MY LISCENS! I'M TERRIBLE AT THIS! I WAS PRETTY GOOD N A REAL CAR BUT MY NERVES ARE BAD!!!!!!! AND OMG kevin spit on the floor and every1 stepped in it! He should clean it up! And he's fake crying now!
PRAY ON THE DAY I GET MY LISCENS! I'M TERRIBLE AT THIS! I WAS PRETTY GOOD N A REAL CAR BUT MY NERVES ARE BAD!!!!!!! AND OMG kevin spit on the floor and every1 stepped in it! He should clean it up! And he's fake crying now!
Woke up about an hour ago...I feel a lil sick...home sick I guess cuz I want my puppy back! Head is killing me. Watching e news nothing new/still in our hotel room...waiting for my dads famous comment oh nvrm there he goes...u can always tell he got something to say....lookin at all the food and the bag of golden oreos on the top of the television set and if I c it one moe gin I might hurrel...ugg lea may lone!
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Friday, September 11, 2009
LOL!
My sister was huggin my mom on the bed cuz she was feelin bad and my sis like mommy and my moms like oh my lil baby I remember wen u were so little and she goes mommy I hope nobody thinks were lesbians and we all start laughin...its a u had to be there moment to really see and understand it and laugh....
My sister was huggin my mom on the bed cuz she was feelin bad and my sis like mommy and my moms like oh my lil baby I remember wen u were so little and she goes mommy I hope nobody thinks were lesbians and we all start laughin...its a u had to be there moment to really see and understand it and laugh....
FINALLY HERE!!!!!
Made my daddy leave the place cuz he wouldn't stop laughin at da man..E AS IN ELEPHANT! IN HIS PAKASTAN ACCENT((NO OFFENSE I'M A BAD SPELLER)) I MADE HIM LEAVE CUZ THTS RUDE! BUT THE MAN WAS ANGRY ON THE PHONE SCREAMIN E AS IN ELEPHANT THT NOT WUT U NORMALLY YELL AT PPL! SO DATS KINDA FUNNY BUT I WAITED TELL WE LEFT TO GIGGLE...SORRY!
Made my daddy leave the place cuz he wouldn't stop laughin at da man..E AS IN ELEPHANT! IN HIS PAKASTAN ACCENT((NO OFFENSE I'M A BAD SPELLER)) I MADE HIM LEAVE CUZ THTS RUDE! BUT THE MAN WAS ANGRY ON THE PHONE SCREAMIN E AS IN ELEPHANT THT NOT WUT U NORMALLY YELL AT PPL! SO DATS KINDA FUNNY BUT I WAITED TELL WE LEFT TO GIGGLE...SORRY!
Now this is odd_ok shake it off comes on the radio in the car and my dad goes who's that and everything was so loud so I scream Mariah Carrey and my sis said b4 tht she had to use it- my mom screams at me what u just said and I go mairah carrey! What u thought and she thought I said cuz ur on ur period! And I'm like huh y would I say tht especially infront of dad? And we all laughed when we got in burger king and my dad felt lost probably----gurr I feel sick now!
OH THANK GOD!
This is the best public restroom I've ever been to.
Its clean, has my favorite colors in it its private comfy and special can in each one for pads...and jenny must feel played..someone did jiggle the handle and try to use the bathroom..WHAT I TOLD U! Lol- hey can u believe theres a place called whiteville?¿?
NO LIE THAT'S THE TOWN WE JUST STOPED IN!! UGG WERE STILL NOT IN TEXAS THO GURR!
This is the best public restroom I've ever been to.
Its clean, has my favorite colors in it its private comfy and special can in each one for pads...and jenny must feel played..someone did jiggle the handle and try to use the bathroom..WHAT I TOLD U! Lol- hey can u believe theres a place called whiteville?¿?
NO LIE THAT'S THE TOWN WE JUST STOPED IN!! UGG WERE STILL NOT IN TEXAS THO GURR!
Woke up and we haven't stop yet...radio jsacked up..it switch from some slow song I am crazy for u although it not da one I kno and low by tpain and flo rida...odd huh?¿?
My dad scares the crap out of me when he drives...my nerves bad____hey did u kno if u put flo and rida together it spells florida?¿?
I never get a chance to tell anyone dat-I always forget wen I need to say it
My dad scares the crap out of me when he drives...my nerves bad____hey did u kno if u put flo and rida together it spells florida?¿?
I never get a chance to tell anyone dat-I always forget wen I need to say it
Still in this car and were on interstate 49...
Idk where the heck we are really I don't...
We re on I10 west and I hear they have an incident...
WOW I LOVE DOING THE DOTS I NEED TO GET SOMETHING NEW! IMMA NEED HELP WIT THT!!!!-this takes forever I'm bored and been craving a rollercoaster ride...not wit drama I mean actual "keep ur hands nd feet nd the ride at all times" yea tht and I can't believe its fricking raining again!!!
Idk where the heck we are really I don't...
We re on I10 west and I hear they have an incident...
WOW I LOVE DOING THE DOTS I NEED TO GET SOMETHING NEW! IMMA NEED HELP WIT THT!!!!-this takes forever I'm bored and been craving a rollercoaster ride...not wit drama I mean actual "keep ur hands nd feet nd the ride at all times" yea tht and I can't believe its fricking raining again!!!
On the road on my way to Texas but first we have to get to baton rouge...IT TAKES FOREVER TO GET OUT OF TIGER TOWN!! Tehe jennifer took all day to get here ! Well I'm laying down starving wish there was some place to eat..imma still jennys candy corn-well I'm going to be back and forward on and off today over the eight hour drive to Texas...ugg my butts gonna hurt! Rotlmfao! Yeah I wish I could....
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Went to doctors,FINALLY!!! And they shoved something up my ear a couple of times with a mixture of cold water and peroxide and my ear is infected...I can hear much better but we are getting some perscription for some more stuff they gonna dope me up on this for to stop the infection...my ear was popping like crazy from the peroxide and has calmed down. It hurts now cuz things not supposed to go in dere besides words and sounds(not literally) but I'm very thankful! LOL HEY ONE OF THE NURSES REGONIZED ME FROM PLAYING MY GUITAR FOR BETA CLUB!!! TEHE! MADE MY DAY!!!
So I was supposed to take the test to get into gifted today but my ear feels worst..I have to go to the doc which don't open til nine am in dumb tiger town! I HATE THIS PLACE IT WAS 24/7 IN NOLA!!!!!!gonna miss some school...have to put on clothes to try to eat something...hoping kaylin feels betta.....
Monday, September 7, 2009
Sunday, September 6, 2009
CAN'T STOP SHAKING IDK WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN NEXT...I'M CRYING MY HEART OUT IT JUST HURTS SO BAD NOW....I JUST REALLY WANT GOD TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND AND I ALSO WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO GREG I SHOULDVE LISTEND TO U AND I NEED TO TRUST U MORE OFTEN....I DON'T WANNA CRY IT MAKES DADDY CRY BUT I CAN'T HOLD IT IN ANYMORE AND MY LAST GRANDPA SICK AND HE BETTER GO TO THE HOSPITAL NOW CUZ I DON'T CARE IF HE DON'T WANT TO! HE'S THE ONLY ONE I GOT LEFT!!!
My grandfather,the one who had cancer, just died.....I nvr got a chance to tell him anything and I regret not calling today...he's in a better place and for some reason god felt as if he needed him more then we all did...and all I can think about is grandma and daddy and his brothers and my heart doesn't hurt like it did eairlier now I feel some relief but I feel very sad and very idk I just well he I miss him...R.I.P. GRANDPA AND WE ALL LOVE YOU AND YOU WILL BE TRULY AND DEARLY MISSED FROM FAMILY FRIENDS AND ANYTHING THAT GOT THE GREAT PLEASURE OF KNOWING YOU. And to grandma we will always be there to comfort you...
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