Sunday, September 6, 2009
CAN'T STOP SHAKING IDK WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN NEXT...I'M CRYING MY HEART OUT IT JUST HURTS SO BAD NOW....I JUST REALLY WANT GOD TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND AND I ALSO WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO GREG I SHOULDVE LISTEND TO U AND I NEED TO TRUST U MORE OFTEN....I DON'T WANNA CRY IT MAKES DADDY CRY BUT I CAN'T HOLD IT IN ANYMORE AND MY LAST GRANDPA SICK AND HE BETTER GO TO THE HOSPITAL NOW CUZ I DON'T CARE IF HE DON'T WANT TO! HE'S THE ONLY ONE I GOT LEFT!!!
My grandfather,the one who had cancer, just died.....I nvr got a chance to tell him anything and I regret not calling today...he's in a better place and for some reason god felt as if he needed him more then we all did...and all I can think about is grandma and daddy and his brothers and my heart doesn't hurt like it did eairlier now I feel some relief but I feel very sad and very idk I just well he I miss him...R.I.P. GRANDPA AND WE ALL LOVE YOU AND YOU WILL BE TRULY AND DEARLY MISSED FROM FAMILY FRIENDS AND ANYTHING THAT GOT THE GREAT PLEASURE OF KNOWING YOU. And to grandma we will always be there to comfort you...
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