that post gone wrong that showed up as a billon seperate post...

I am currently yet unfortunatly going through life...I am also noticing how everyone has paired off and I'm back in the rejection bin (as always)...jack is with arie, apple has a mistress, smiley got yonnie, lee's with whoever at the moment, purples with god only knows who and textbook, thts another story...not tht I care about all of um but thoes r just the ppl who actually were relavent in certant parts of the timeline but you get my drift...right? But I'm just so bored and my phone_it don't ring no more...and the text don't blink and I can swear the message saying that this posted will probably be only text for the rest of the week...I'm bored out of my fricking mind. Don't get any messages on myspace or facebook...yeah, yeah, yeah, call it a pitty party all you freaking want but all I have to say to the idiot tht pittys me is SCREW YOU ITCH! I just I guess at the moment need a read friend...someone who doesn't drive you to the breaking point in a clown car filled with lies and who makes you wanna scream GO TO HELL WHERE YOU BELONG YOU DIRTY DISCUSTING USELESS PIECE OF TRASH WHORE!!! You ever felt like that before? Ahhh nevermind...but I just hope years from now I won't still be screwing around and living such a pisstastic life...hopefully I won't be screwing up. Hopefully I one day leave this hell hole and do something with myself and come back with a name that doesn't tie me to someone else or using the words baby momma, whore, slut, hobo, trash, has been, useless,etc... The only reason I plan my life out so far ahead and say I'll do this at this time is to convince myself I'll actually have a life years later....uh...my mother keeps aggravating me to come out of here so I better go b4 she thinks I'm doing something odd...