He said that last night all he could think about and dream about was me. Hehe, funny, I stayed up until about three or four am wondering what the plural form of status is...isit stati? Like a catus is cati. Or octopus is supposed to be octopi...I know statuses is not a word, that sounds stupid...seriously, my life should be a movie...then I dreampt or is it dreamed about hot wings...and pizza, and then I made up an episode about the jersey shore and then I wokeup and stared at my guitar then my pick then my guitar and I'm like nah then went to sleep.then I dreamed about sitting in my bed play guitar watchin the jersey shore and eating hotwings while they ate pizza...sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet....

Funny Story

      I remember back at like the beginning of sixth grade my friend and i were in homeroom and she was about to give her new boyfriend her number. Back then, this was a big deal! So we took the best type of paper and had to use the BEST handwriting. Then we had to spray it with perfume. Turns out we didn't have any so we used fabreeze on it and nearly drowned the note...It was a mess but I just remembered it and thought it was funny and cute...Too bad by the middle of sixth grade we weren't friends anymore and she hates me now but OH WELL, at least we still have memories...

OKAY I WAS ADDICTED TO FABREEZE BACK THEN!!!

when i was younger iAsked a boy why do you mock gays? do you not feel comfortable about your sexuality and he cried and replied im not gay..well he screamed it at me...I calmly told him that I never said he was and walked away.he then screamed the b-word at me a minute later and turned back and a said "okay, well that's nice"...I was thinking about it because all a sudden I just the about the song Johny are you queer?

Kaay now this is marissa also known as rissa well ma nerves be fukin bad as hell right na so theres this boy that goesbto ma school and hs sexxxi and black and I really really like him a lot........ Ma boi is right ba mh nd he so obnoxious... Gotta go to sing this fag ass song

Letters To Greg...Preview

Some people are just so beautiful, i wish i were beautiful and i envey them, yet maybe tis the look in which they have yet the fact i've never met them along that I've never felt their soul that creates an illusion of beauty from what I see and do not know. Whisper to me love that I am beautiful, fore yet I know it is a lie...
Whisper to me love that some one shall, will, and does love fore I know your bluff, your cold, cold, cold bluf, your harmful lies send tears from the sky and they tap, tap, tap on my window and my feet yet still on the ground pick me up floating in insanity beliving you yet again deep down inside my heart lies the truth I shall never know it until soon. Or atleast I hope.
Whisper to me love that I am okay. That I shall sleep one night and the voices shall remain silent a minute and the screams will cease. Sometime? Promise me my love that it will not follow after I am deceased....leave me be my love yet never leave me alone. Stay and yet go far away.
Tell me love I shall live like in my dreams and yet and what nots. Hold me my love , I mean my sanity fore I have grown weak and weary from this mess that I've created called my life...
Don't pitty me, nor laugh at the gum-trop tears trickling in some trail down my face. For the skip and hop...A-ha my love, tis a shame thy tears are happier than I. Yet they are from my eyes?¿
Say you love me, my love. Say one person does...Truly.Simply because they do. Not Because they have to.
Reveal yourself AGAIN my love. I haven't seen you in a while. Your beautiful face. You are beautiful... Remind me who do I rapidly, heartfilledly, honostly, and constantly poor my heart out to...

Okay, so he didn't answer me back...do I really have the right to get mad?¿? After talking most-likely like eh...I don't know just about all day..fussing..NO I DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE MAD...I'm over it, whatever...

Just got back from working at a season to remember and basically fussed with red and ms.b's son...he aggravated me like the WHOLE TIME!!!! Gurr! Anyways helping out kids make me feel good in the inside...it was raining when we walked out of hurst...I think I might just sleep after this or check for myspace messages twitter stuff etc...and ignore tricks and chicks who wanna call/text/aggravate me... Xoxo I luv u tsc...

Okay, so she texts me how sorry she is and that she wasn't flirting with them to hurt me...then I scolled down and saw a text from her saying "wht the fck u talkin bout I'm not flirting with anybody" and "I have nothing to apologize for I don't knowhat I did I did nothing wrong"...has this seriously thrown u off like seriously like wait wtf moment for u too?¿? Cuz it is for me...oh and btw fml...cuz now she denys the lies she told everybody...just today somebody was telling me how she said I was being mean and evil to her and etc and I had no right and blah blah blah...all I said was I don't like what she did and that she was just going down the drain and doesn't care how she hurts ppl and whatever and shes likenot understanding and I've said it multiple times how I felt and btw shes been leaking nicknames and codes and etc...so we made new ones and had to undo all info with her...shes caused too much trouble already and forgiveness isn't back from vacation yet...its kinda late to say sorry after all she said and did...I mean uve been told multiple times and anyways, she already denied it...don't kno what she expects from me...

Am I the only one who ever feels alone in a big crowd...

Sorry to all u rks kids on stage but I can swear these people in the back are way more interresting than what's going on stage...BUT I DID NOT KNOW CHIANNE(MISPELLED) CLUELY(MISPELLED) CAN SING!!!!!!!!

Tu m'as presque n'avait, heureusement, je suis façon plus intelligents que vous ...

       I can't believe yesterday, when him and i were fighting, she was standing there.
Okay, it all started with when i screamed because well, i can and i was upset, not feeling wel, etc...anyways he stopped hugging her and then came over there and started screaming at me and i'm like dude, wtf??? and he started screaming again and i may have said get out of my face and i might have called him a dick sucking bee-otch....MIGHT HAVE! and so people like ooo and he's late talking about man lets fight we gone fight son and im looking at him screaming, "DO IT HOE!" and he walked away while i was still on the floor because i was there on the floor with my head down before all that began for a various amount of reasons aways....so blah blah blah like 24 hours later at the end of gym today she said something and im like what? and then she repeats that loud thing i might have said in this high pitch voice that sounds absolutly nothing like me and we laugh. then she starts talking about something about she and him on the phone last night and blah blah blah and something about he was fussing on the phone about that and saying man so that chick played me man etc... and blah blah blah as you can see he is a blah blah blaher so i was about to say "Uh, do you two normally talk about me on the phone or something cuz thats just weird" but that would be like well she could easily demean me so im like "okay, well he'll get over it eventually'' and she seemed a little shocked i said that like she was expecting me to gush about it and be all like omg he talked about me but that would be weird seeing as in I DONT LIKE HIM AND DONT KNOW WHERE PEOPLE ARE GETTING THAT FROM!!!! well, actually i do know a little lie-er who knows the two and i know she told both of them i like him which is so not true!! plus she has said that she is in love with him and so maybe she shouldnt be worrying about me and start watching lil miss lying thing over there who she think has her back or whatever...and trust me i am so close to about to handle this situation....because i have a printer a text and a message or too about the truth...

P.S., TSC,
Remember: don't even try to clean/wash a pig because soon or sooner, it'll just roll around in the mud again.
Also, you don't have to follow the dog to get its fleas...
And is this a little harsh?¿? Nah not really...
???goodnight xoxo,
????Jaime?Elizabeth :- )

Dear TSC,
You can spray trash with as much purfume as you can get or dress it up with as much pretty colors and make-up but it will ALWAYS be garbage...
????xoxo,
???? Jai?Liz...</3

GURR!!!! THIS IS SO NERVE RACKING AND I HATE EFFING EXAMS! THEY ARE SO STUPID I HATE STUDYING BUT I HATE FAILING...conflicted..OK, MAYBE I MAY HAVE BEEN OUT OF LINE FOR WHAT I DID ABOUT THE AMISS AND DESPOMM SITUATION but...its not my fault and no this is not the the chrissy situation the thing that happened in gym...and no this isn't a repeating situation last year I was lying this year I'm actually telling the truth...

Hey rissa here like I'm going to brake up with dylan he thinks I'm fukin duumbb ohh well I'm freakin starvin want some french fries and gravyyy

Hey rissa here like I'm going to brake up with dylan he thinks I'm fukin duumbb ohh well I'm freakin starvin want some french fries and gravyyy

Hahaha lol he literally thinks I'm flirting and texting someone else...dumb douchebag

This sucks but I guess life goes on...