He said that last night all he could think about and dream about was me. Hehe, funny, I stayed up until about three or four am wondering what the plural form of status is...isit stati? Like a catus is cati. Or octopus is supposed to be octopi...I know statuses is not a word, that sounds stupid...seriously, my life should be a movie...then I dreampt or is it dreamed about hot wings...and pizza, and then I made up an episode about the jersey shore and then I wokeup and stared at my guitar then my pick then my guitar and I'm like nah then went to sleep.then I dreamed about sitting in my bed play guitar watchin the jersey shore and eating hotwings while they ate pizza...sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet....

Funny Story

      I remember back at like the beginning of sixth grade my friend and i were in homeroom and she was about to give her new boyfriend her number. Back then, this was a big deal! So we took the best type of paper and had to use the BEST handwriting. Then we had to spray it with perfume. Turns out we didn't have any so we used fabreeze on it and nearly drowned the note...It was a mess but I just remembered it and thought it was funny and cute...Too bad by the middle of sixth grade we weren't friends anymore and she hates me now but OH WELL, at least we still have memories...

OKAY I WAS ADDICTED TO FABREEZE BACK THEN!!!

when i was younger iAsked a boy why do you mock gays? do you not feel comfortable about your sexuality and he cried and replied im not gay..well he screamed it at me...I calmly told him that I never said he was and walked away.he then screamed the b-word at me a minute later and turned back and a said "okay, well that's nice"...I was thinking about it because all a sudden I just the about the song Johny are you queer?

Kaay now this is marissa also known as rissa well ma nerves be fukin bad as hell right na so theres this boy that goesbto ma school and hs sexxxi and black and I really really like him a lot........ Ma boi is right ba mh nd he so obnoxious... Gotta go to sing this fag ass song

Letters To Greg...Preview

Some people are just so beautiful, i wish i were beautiful and i envey them, yet maybe tis the look in which they have yet the fact i've never met them along that I've never felt their soul that creates an illusion of beauty from what I see and do not know. Whisper to me love that I am beautiful, fore yet I know it is a lie...
Whisper to me love that some one shall, will, and does love fore I know your bluff, your cold, cold, cold bluf, your harmful lies send tears from the sky and they tap, tap, tap on my window and my feet yet still on the ground pick me up floating in insanity beliving you yet again deep down inside my heart lies the truth I shall never know it until soon. Or atleast I hope.
Whisper to me love that I am okay. That I shall sleep one night and the voices shall remain silent a minute and the screams will cease. Sometime? Promise me my love that it will not follow after I am deceased....leave me be my love yet never leave me alone. Stay and yet go far away.
Tell me love I shall live like in my dreams and yet and what nots. Hold me my love , I mean my sanity fore I have grown weak and weary from this mess that I've created called my life...
Don't pitty me, nor laugh at the gum-trop tears trickling in some trail down my face. For the skip and hop...A-ha my love, tis a shame thy tears are happier than I. Yet they are from my eyes?¿
Say you love me, my love. Say one person does...Truly.Simply because they do. Not Because they have to.
Reveal yourself AGAIN my love. I haven't seen you in a while. Your beautiful face. You are beautiful... Remind me who do I rapidly, heartfilledly, honostly, and constantly poor my heart out to...

Okay, so he didn't answer me back...do I really have the right to get mad?¿? After talking most-likely like eh...I don't know just about all day..fussing..NO I DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE MAD...I'm over it, whatever...

Just got back from working at a season to remember and basically fussed with red and ms.b's son...he aggravated me like the WHOLE TIME!!!! Gurr! Anyways helping out kids make me feel good in the inside...it was raining when we walked out of hurst...I think I might just sleep after this or check for myspace messages twitter stuff etc...and ignore tricks and chicks who wanna call/text/aggravate me... Xoxo I luv u tsc...

Okay, so she texts me how sorry she is and that she wasn't flirting with them to hurt me...then I scolled down and saw a text from her saying "wht the fck u talkin bout I'm not flirting with anybody" and "I have nothing to apologize for I don't knowhat I did I did nothing wrong"...has this seriously thrown u off like seriously like wait wtf moment for u too?¿? Cuz it is for me...oh and btw fml...cuz now she denys the lies she told everybody...just today somebody was telling me how she said I was being mean and evil to her and etc and I had no right and blah blah blah...all I said was I don't like what she did and that she was just going down the drain and doesn't care how she hurts ppl and whatever and shes likenot understanding and I've said it multiple times how I felt and btw shes been leaking nicknames and codes and etc...so we made new ones and had to undo all info with her...shes caused too much trouble already and forgiveness isn't back from vacation yet...its kinda late to say sorry after all she said and did...I mean uve been told multiple times and anyways, she already denied it...don't kno what she expects from me...

Am I the only one who ever feels alone in a big crowd...

Sorry to all u rks kids on stage but I can swear these people in the back are way more interresting than what's going on stage...BUT I DID NOT KNOW CHIANNE(MISPELLED) CLUELY(MISPELLED) CAN SING!!!!!!!!

Tu m'as presque n'avait, heureusement, je suis façon plus intelligents que vous ...

       I can't believe yesterday, when him and i were fighting, she was standing there.
Okay, it all started with when i screamed because well, i can and i was upset, not feeling wel, etc...anyways he stopped hugging her and then came over there and started screaming at me and i'm like dude, wtf??? and he started screaming again and i may have said get out of my face and i might have called him a dick sucking bee-otch....MIGHT HAVE! and so people like ooo and he's late talking about man lets fight we gone fight son and im looking at him screaming, "DO IT HOE!" and he walked away while i was still on the floor because i was there on the floor with my head down before all that began for a various amount of reasons aways....so blah blah blah like 24 hours later at the end of gym today she said something and im like what? and then she repeats that loud thing i might have said in this high pitch voice that sounds absolutly nothing like me and we laugh. then she starts talking about something about she and him on the phone last night and blah blah blah and something about he was fussing on the phone about that and saying man so that chick played me man etc... and blah blah blah as you can see he is a blah blah blaher so i was about to say "Uh, do you two normally talk about me on the phone or something cuz thats just weird" but that would be like well she could easily demean me so im like "okay, well he'll get over it eventually'' and she seemed a little shocked i said that like she was expecting me to gush about it and be all like omg he talked about me but that would be weird seeing as in I DONT LIKE HIM AND DONT KNOW WHERE PEOPLE ARE GETTING THAT FROM!!!! well, actually i do know a little lie-er who knows the two and i know she told both of them i like him which is so not true!! plus she has said that she is in love with him and so maybe she shouldnt be worrying about me and start watching lil miss lying thing over there who she think has her back or whatever...and trust me i am so close to about to handle this situation....because i have a printer a text and a message or too about the truth...

P.S., TSC,
Remember: don't even try to clean/wash a pig because soon or sooner, it'll just roll around in the mud again.
Also, you don't have to follow the dog to get its fleas...
And is this a little harsh?¿? Nah not really...
???goodnight xoxo,
????Jaime?Elizabeth :- )

Dear TSC,
You can spray trash with as much purfume as you can get or dress it up with as much pretty colors and make-up but it will ALWAYS be garbage...
????xoxo,
???? Jai?Liz...</3

GURR!!!! THIS IS SO NERVE RACKING AND I HATE EFFING EXAMS! THEY ARE SO STUPID I HATE STUDYING BUT I HATE FAILING...conflicted..OK, MAYBE I MAY HAVE BEEN OUT OF LINE FOR WHAT I DID ABOUT THE AMISS AND DESPOMM SITUATION but...its not my fault and no this is not the the chrissy situation the thing that happened in gym...and no this isn't a repeating situation last year I was lying this year I'm actually telling the truth...

Hey rissa here like I'm going to brake up with dylan he thinks I'm fukin duumbb ohh well I'm freakin starvin want some french fries and gravyyy

Hey rissa here like I'm going to brake up with dylan he thinks I'm fukin duumbb ohh well I'm freakin starvin want some french fries and gravyyy

Hahaha lol he literally thinks I'm flirting and texting someone else...dumb douchebag

This sucks but I guess life goes on...

Ok can I cut her now mommy???

Ok...ugly hair cut and not the point....when the frick did u get ur ear peirced...mustve been recently cuz when u get something new u mess with it a lot and you talk really loud and look at me out the corner of ur eye at me...sad sad sad little boy....

Does Mr.T own any shirts with ever like short sleaves or just a shirt in general...

This really sucks!!!!

I have not heard the song "if you seak amy" by brittney spears in forever...I literally forgot about it!!!

A LOOK INTO THE TEENAGE FEMALES' MIND : boys. Boys, boys, boys, boys, isusses, makeup,hair, I hate my parents, I love my parents, boys, texting, boys, clothes, hot boys, hot boys wear hot clothes, eww, cute, hate them, love them, imperfections, falling in love, and did I mention boys.....

A LOOK INTO THE TEENAGE MALE'S MIND: sex, tv, sex, video games, sex, girls, girls&sex, sports, hot chicks playing sports, hot chicks not playing sports, any girl doing anything, food,sex, looking good so they can have sex, and did I mention sex...

Ok maybe that was a TAD bit harsh but not really....

gurr

I am sitting here looking pittiful, as always....
What am I going to do with myself these days?¿?
What shall I do to feel sane if I was ever such a thing...
I am beginning to think I came into this world as a mess to pitty because I don't ever remember a time where I was really truly happy....

Ok, so you mean to tell me your girlfriend's ignatials are B.S.?¿?
That is freaking halrious!!!!
B.S. Now that's funny....
Does that make me a bad person?¿?
Who cares that's still effing funny...
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Ok done, not that funny anymore lol...

Just got my hair washed and is texting mykie

Well,
Atleast I never to tell her anything again...
Anyways, I need more stripe stalkers (ppl who follow my blog)....

I'M BORED!
I need somebody to talk to and I am also conflicted...
A TAD BIT CONFUSED TO ADD TO THE MIX ALSO...

CLAP ON CLAP OFF BISHES!!!!

OOOOO AND JASPER IS A SEXY BEAST TOO!
SERIOUSLY!!!! NO LIE!!!

Just walked out of the movies...
JACCOB IS SEXY AND EMMET TOO!!!!!
Edward...that you, your a mess... No muscles, just hair, hair everywhere!!!!!

HELP ME!
I'm scared..

Marie has such a lovely tomb.
One like no other...

Now going to the cemetery....

At mus?e conti...did u know Marie Laveau lived on 1020 St. Anne Street???

that post gone wrong that showed up as a billon seperate post...

I am currently yet unfortunatly going through life...I am also noticing how everyone has paired off and I'm back in the rejection bin (as always)...jack is with arie, apple has a mistress, smiley got yonnie, lee's with whoever at the moment, purples with god only knows who and textbook, thts another story...not tht I care about all of um but thoes r just the ppl who actually were relavent in certant parts of the timeline but you get my drift...right? But I'm just so bored and my phone_it don't ring no more...and the text don't blink and I can swear the message saying that this posted will probably be only text for the rest of the week...I'm bored out of my fricking mind. Don't get any messages on myspace or facebook...yeah, yeah, yeah, call it a pitty party all you freaking want but all I have to say to the idiot tht pittys me is SCREW YOU ITCH! I just I guess at the moment need a read friend...someone who doesn't drive you to the breaking point in a clown car filled with lies and who makes you wanna scream GO TO HELL WHERE YOU BELONG YOU DIRTY DISCUSTING USELESS PIECE OF TRASH WHORE!!! You ever felt like that before? Ahhh nevermind...but I just hope years from now I won't still be screwing around and living such a pisstastic life...hopefully I won't be screwing up. Hopefully I one day leave this hell hole and do something with myself and come back with a name that doesn't tie me to someone else or using the words baby momma, whore, slut, hobo, trash, has been, useless,etc... The only reason I plan my life out so far ahead and say I'll do this at this time is to convince myself I'll actually have a life years later....uh...my mother keeps aggravating me to come out of here so I better go b4 she thinks I'm doing something odd...

e out so far ahead and say I'll do this at this time is to convince myself I'll actually have a life years later....uh...my mother keeps aggravating me t

o come out of here so I better go b4 she thinks I'm doing something odd...

name that doesn't tie me to someone else or using the words baby momma, whore, slut, hobo, trash, has been, useless,etc... The only reason I plan my lif

ing such a pisstastic life...hopefully I won't be screwing up. Hopefully I one day leave this hell hole and do something with myself and come back with a

o doesn't drive you to the breaking point in a clown car filled with lies and who makes you wanna scream GO TO HELL WHERE YOU BELONG YOU DIRTY DISCUSTING

USELESS PIECE OF TRASH WHORE!!! You ever felt like that before? Ahhh nevermind...but I just hope years from now I won't still be screwing around and liv

o doesn't drive you to the breaking point in a clown car filled with lies and who makes you wanna scream GO TO HELL WHERE YOU BELONG YOU DIRTY DISCUSTING

ty all you freaking want but all I have to say to the idiot tht pittys me is SCREW YOU ITCH! I just I guess at the moment need a read friend...someone wh

text for the rest of the week...I'm bored out of my fricking mind. Don't get any messages on myspace or facebook...yeah, yeah, yeah, call it a pitty par

I'm just so bored and my phone_it don't ring no more...and the text don't blink and I can swear the message saying that this posted will probably be only

...not tht I care about all of um but thoes r just the ppl who actually were relavent in certant parts of the timeline but you get my drift...right? But

is with arie, apple has a mistress, smiley got yonnie, lee's with whoever at the moment, purples with god only knows who and textbook, thts another story

I am currently yet unfortunatly going through life...I am also noticing how everyone has paired off and I'm back in the rejection bin (as always)...jack

This sucks!
Smiley, apple and apple's mistress knows who they are!
I just know it!

Haha, we got in trouble today and we had to have lituarture circles infront the whole class and me and this douche seriously was fussing and it was sad and so halrious I call him my gay dad...he's retarded anyways and he always starts it but anyways he was aggravting and my patients was short because I had to pee seriously since the beginning of class and had to hold it in that whole time....

She saw dude put, "life is like christmas u think ur goin to get sumthing u really want. but insted you get depresed"...
Its made me think you know? I'd change the words to something like "Life is like christmas, you always think you'll get exactly what you want but all you get is a stale fruit cake"...not better but..I agree with him tho...
I remember that song from the rugrats special "...Treat everyday like christmas and you worlds a holiday..." seriously santa, SCREW YOU! YOU FAT IMAGINARY DOUCHEBAG!!!!!

Sorry I'm a tad bit on the edge today and if this shows up as like a gazillon updates I shal scream!!!

I absolutly love when I'm right...
Anyways I don't care too much for these whole,well let me sugar coat it, groups and I refuse to be apart of anyone of them. I won't even try or attempt to join. But try five times harder not to fit in them or even be asked. Its stupid and tearingour school apart and it is a big dump in the tigers face...anyway...aren't there bigger fish to fry or beat?¿?
However...there comes a time when one must learn a lesson and they are gonna be fixed and punished and I have a great idea....

Hey just helping out a friend by sayin I.E.S. OF RKS MIDDLE IS GAY GAY GAY!!!!!! Just to let u know cuz he hits and pushes girls!!!!

I feel so sick.
Just came back from school.
I can't believe my mom just brought me all over town and I'm sick!
I was ticked but not as ticked as I am at chrissy, apple, and the fruity mistress....
Ugg, imma eat some caines, and go to sleep. Then work on this project and wait for jenny to call and say "go back to skool lil girl need to stop faking. Where purple and apple"
And btw(b-tee- dubbs) I'm definatlly not over purple!!!
Dang he looked so hot yesterday but whoever that dude I'm guessing his lil bro or whatever gets on my last nerve! Where does he get off butting in on my conversation putting his dollar store playset of two cents in....

DANG!
Did I tell you about purple?¿?
With his black and red shorts/pants on with his shirt off and
Omg he looked so hot and sum1s been working out a lot since last year AND BEEN READING MY QUIZ ANSWERS TO WHAT MAKES A GUY ATTRACTIVE IN MY BULLETIN ON MYSPACE YOU CYBER STALKER...hot cyber stalker...omg I need help don't judge me you judgemental mental cases!!!!

At this leap parent night with random people I see all freaking day with teachers I see all freaking day!!!!!!!!
But not like I was gonna be doing anything at home and mommy and sissy are here!!!! NOT MY REAL ONES JUST THT DUDE I CALL MOM TEHE.....

You never broke my heart... You ripped it out my chest, stomped on it, and set it on fire. Then made me watch the video continuiously....

I HATE APPLE SO MUCH!!!!

Using my freakishly awesome instyler and reading my freakishly weird (and just omg) picture comment on myspace...

Some ppl are stars because they try and some people are just born that way... And for the exact same reasons some people are failures...and its so easy to tell the difference...like domnique wrote a song...and she has the piano sheet music...she even messed up a lil (she says) but it was so awesome...shes one of thoes ppl born a success..then its the ppl who push themselves over the edge and have become has beens and I'm just realizing tht...exactly how talented some people are like this ther dude in my class...who wouldve known he can sing but he's a soprano...awesome...random tho..AND DON'T U DARE TELL A SOUL I JUST COMPLIMENTED PEOPLE! Tehe lol I already told her it wuz great!

Sitting in chior and just came back from another hard day of cheerleading... A lot of bull is on my mind but I refuse be as small minded as some of the small people in such and small ad sorry excuse for a town(s)......

Somethings wrong...
My body is weak..
I hurt so bad I can barely speak.
I might cry again,
I might I hope no one dies,
Hearts are so hard to mend.
But when I get this feeling somethings a disaster
So what am I to do with the pain of the next and the next and the next morning after...

I'M BAAAAAAACCCCKKKKK!!!

A Moment of Truth...

seems today that only fake ppl are"real", followers are "unique", played out people are "fresh" and then no-messy people start mess...now, call me wrong or tell me off but the only reason to do so is because this is a wake up call and you think I'm referring to you...not true...you see I wasn't the one who was raised to keep it inside afraid I might hurt someone. not me, not where I come from and difinatly where I am mentally and where have been...((freedom of speech))

...Sorry...

Stupid phone ran out of stupid space so I had to delete all this stupid crap and all the stupid memory was gone like the smart number I had to send my post to! So I haven't been able to post anything and won't be able to for a ver long time...well atleast by texting...


oh, and some thing you missed...I HAVE A CRUSH AND ITS NOT PURPLE!!
but I don't like him that much, no lie but I just thought you should know I'm purple free at the moment and I'm kinda intrested in the new guy...(Apple)

O she just wanted to know who I like....
Lol A-P-P-L-E....

I can promise you, Mikey T creeps me the frick out!!!

Tht racist *itch acted a fool with me and the bathroom and almost got told off and beat up...
. Thts how close tht dot. So close! You lucky whore!!!

In line to see this is it...and IT really isn't a big deal...

Lol my daddy is screaming like crazy in the car for a candy bar!!!!

I'm a tad bit tense...anyways I'm reading this book and the rising action is coming back...anyways..I gotta stop saying anyways, I wanna watch tv and my fricking back hurts...

I went through some old text so I can delete um because obviously I had over 3090 even after I had already delete some which is good compared to my recent 9999 text...anyways... I saw a message from my friend cody it reads "lifes to short to have bad nerves..or catch a hard which ever comes first"...I'm thinking now, gross, useless info..

I'm watching broken lizards club dread?¿?
Nvr heard of it. It seems like a spoof ff of friday the 13th at the moment... My tv automatically recorded it and it won't let me change the channel and it seems dumb so I MIGHT just find it interresting and I'd just insult it all freaking day...

Just had my first twix candy bar EVER...in my WHOLE life...wasn't tht good...but my first hershey bar which I first had las month and my first snickers from three weeks ago were really good...I might get really sick..ha, I'm allergic to all milk products..

....is bored...and handing out candy....

Is completely into the halloween spirit!!!
I finished cooking I just gotta get some more sauce

Things might be looking up...atleast he tried to talk to me....HE'S WORKING! EEEEEEEE!!!!
I might just be getting over purple...
Anyways...don't count ur chickens b4 they hatch?¿?
W/e
We done self!!!
Ok, I'm throwed off and tired so don't judge me YOU HAVE NOT FRICKING RIGHT AND EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
He spoke words!
Ok finished now...

Ok, just got my best friend a boyfriend...I'm misrable and I was ruining her time so I owe her one cuz she a great person...ok, I didn't know he was in 6th grade but he sees nice so w/e tehe well it'll work out for the best...I'm sooooooo out of this 70s dance...I accomplished something so I'm out....
Xoxo,
??jaime?elizabeth....

And I was like smiley, why so obsessed with me???

Gurr I'm effin bored...atleast I gotz kaylee here..TRUE FRIEND!!!!

I can't believe tht last post showed up as two separate ones so uh, disregard...

I kinda wish we were close...just so I can scream WHORE at you!!!!
I'm kinda ticked but really should I ?¿?¿
I mean wow, cuz I lied and but ur fault cuz u nvr tell me anything.....
This so sucks and I have absolutly no idea wut to feel or say without getting myself in trouble....

I kinda wish we were close...just so I can scream WHORE at you!!!!
I'm kinda ticked but really should I ?¿?¿
I mean wow, cuz I lied and but ur fault cuz u nvr tell me anything.....
This so sucks and I have absolutly no idea wut to feel or say without getting myself in trouble....

Another day of school/ another pain in the arse....

Some of these guys no lie, are a bunch of douchebags...

I hate to see you worry HAk...I don't like it when happy people are soooo sad....

I'd hate to turn this into a gossip website and what not but...EZ and the King of HBK?¿? The J himself?¿?
R u kidding me?¿?
I thought u had standards...y change urself like that?¿?
You've officially become a *cough skank*
Sorry....I'd hate for it to be that way...

Late Post!

I'm buying clothes for the 70s dance friday/slash my moms b-day!!!!!!!!
I just gott

OMG I HATE THT:UGG WHOEVER HE IS AND WHY GET SO LOUD AFTER YOU SEE ME AND I LOOK UP??? AYE??? COME ON DUDE!!!! GET A FRICKING LIFE!!!!

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee PURPLE!!!
Ok, now he's too loud! Shut up...(nope.,not really)

I'M SO SICK OF MY DAD!
HE'S A RECKLESS, IGNORANT,ILMANNERED, SELFCENTERED, BARBARIAN!!
HE STARTS PUNCHING AND CHOKING MY DOG WHEN SHE DIDN'T WANT TO GO OUTSIDE!!!
SHE GOT SCARED AND PEED AND HE HITHER AGAIN SO SHE BIT HER THEN HE PUT HER UP AND GRABBED HER BY HER NECK AND WAS PUNCHING HER AND I'M SCREAMING STOP AND MY MOM SAYS DON'T SAY ANYTHING AND I CAN'T TAKE IT NO MORE!
HE DON'T TOUCH ME BUT HE'S EVIL AND MEAN TO ME LIKE THAT!
I'M LEAVING HERE!
FIRST FCKING CHANCE I GET!!!!!
AND I'M TAKING THE DOG WITH ME AND MAYBE ONE DAY MY MOM MIGHT GET SOME BRAINS AND LEAVE TOO AND HE'LL BE ALL ALONE IN THIS STUPID HOUSE HE LOVES....
I HATE HIM AND IMMA LEAVE AND WILL NOT EEVEN MISS HIM AND THIS TIME, THEY CAN'T STOP ME FROM LEAVING....

I'm gonna change my life for GOOD this time...
No more bad words(i don't mean cursing)
I'm going to be as mature as I used to be.
Study & practice more
Get all A's on report card
Be more serious about stuff
Do things for me
Stop raising other peoples kids
Stick to a schedule...
Try harder to be happy
Get some help
hElp myself
Pay more attention in class
Not talk all day
Care (litterally)less even more so....
Anything else I should change?¿?
SHUT UP JENNIFER!!
:-t

So, I made this chicken it was good except...
I tried this new thing that's a hot spice and it made it taste salty not fried crispy and I feel like I'm eating pretzels which I have been eating a lot recently...
Vans Organic Waffles are the effin best and no one is paying me to say tht its just a fact...I love the blueberry ones lol...uh, I'm making asian chicken tomorro and I hope daddy eats all tht chicken I made tonight...he better not tone down on his greediness for once in his life but I love him tho (only when he's not here...)tehe...

Ok so,
Chrissy got a haircut,
My ex got his flirt on(with her), yet again,infront of me...
Smiley keeps giving me these sarcastic I guess but I know for sure evil smirks, he's still following me....my SUPPOSED friend is going out with him..
My friend is a porn star...(ok maybe not a star but w/e...)
Hey,uh, whatelse?¿?
Something good, something good..uh, oh yeah,
Got a B on my algebra test!
Got an instyler
No Cheerleading for a week(tht has its ups and downs)
Aye lovs, its just another day in a teenage life...

Everything is not what it seems...
I honostly thought second chances were good to give
Or that people change for the better...
LIES!
Once a whore your nothing more...
Thts what I say and true and I can't believe THEY would do that to me but I won't let it upset me even if I gotta lie to myself, I'm gonna make it and as I sit here on the way to school, I'm gonna get over it and not let um get me down but I just want to see what happends...I'll write back with all the info...gtg, stripe u l8r..
Xoxo,
Jaime?Elizabeth :-t

Can Choose To Be Anything Else, Im Completely and Utter Jaime...

I am blind
yet I can see
I am myself
yet I am not me
I am happy
I am sad
and recently everything just makes me mad
I wanna curse I wanna shout
I wanna sing and be without doubt
I wanna be known
I wanna be forgotten
I feel broke I feel spoiled rotten...
I wanna know and I wanna be unsure
I wanna care I wanna dare
I want to talk I wanna sit in silence
I got to say it and I won't deny it
I want all the words and I wanna be speechless
I want to be wanted and I want to be needed
I gotta kno and its killing me but I regret even getting a hint...
I wanna laugh I wanna cry I want to be completely and untterly not and yet truly jaime....

I know I haven't written in awhie but....
DANG THT BOY SOOO FREAKIN HOT LIKE OMG THT HOODIE IS SO SEXY!!!!
Lolz!

OMG!!!!!!
GUITAR NUMBER FIVE!!!!
WOAH!!!!!!!

42 to three
HAHA WE GONE WIN!!!
4TH QUARTER JUST STROLLED IN!
OMG ITS FRICKING FREEZING...I SAW TEXTBOOK...lucky daddy didn't get to him!
Lol STALKER!

V-I-C-T-O-R-Y!
WHAT'S THAT TIGER BATTLE CRY?!?
35 TO THREE THAT'S WHAT!!!
YEEAAAAHHHH!!!!
GEAUX TIGERS!!

Haha ms. Bus driver lady!
Who's trash talking now? Huh?
28 to three...its only the second quarter!!!!
Tehe...

FOOTBALL (I GUESS) IS A GUY THING...
BUT HHS...ITS A G THANG..
CHEESY BUT I DECIDED TO ADD IT LOL!
:-P / (-:

Ok,
So far so good..
Oh spoke too soon now its 7 to three
COME ON HHS DON'T LET THOSE SORRY EXCUSES FOR FOOTBALL PLAYERS BEAT YOU GUYS...DON'T EVER GIVE THEM ANY HOPE OF CATCHING UP!

FIRST TWITTER NOW FACEBOOK!!
OH MYSPACE DON'T LEAVE ME!
JUST PLEASE PLEASE DON'T, WELL...
ATLEAST I KNOW THE STRIPE CHRONICLES CAN NEVER LEAVE ME!!!!!!

By the sound of the music at this HHS vs DHS football game, we are obiviously not about to bring it....ITS ALREADY BEEN BROUGHT!

By the sound of the music at this HHS vs DHS football game, we are obiviously not about to bring it....ITS ALREADY BEEN BROUGHT!

By the sound of the music at this HHS vs DHS football game, we are obiviously not about to bring it....ITS ALREADY BEEN BROUGHT!

Ugg, I'M SO SICK OF THIS!!!!

(old blog tht I thought was sent but as u can c didn't...)
Lol!
Ok tell me how cute this is...
Purple has new purple shoes to go with him and his purpliousness....haha but he doesn't know this simple little detail....that shoe is a completely different color from his uniform shirt....random I'd notice. But you see kay isn't hear so I can't pretend like I'm listening when I'm actually lookin at him so I need the phone to stop me from screaming out SHUT THE FRICK UP U STUPID DOUCHEBAG AND TALK TO ME BISH! And then they gonna be like which one and imma be like WHO YOU THINK BISH! I been standing right in front of him for more than a year now and he hasn't even taken a breath towards me....

Finish writing story, finish reading book, finish watchin show, finish up blog, finish hair, finish sleeping and finish studying, work, homework, school work, test, quiz, project and finish paper....DON'T TELL ME TO FINISH JUST LET ME FRICKING START!!!!!!!!
To you 7th graders: when eight grade starts drop you phone, friends, do all your work, do all your homework, throw away your cellphones and just study study study and you might get a high c or b, if you try...NEVER THINK YOU DID WELL AND BEG FOR EXTRA CREDIT, DO THAT AND NEVER I REPEAT NEVER SaY A WORD IN CLASS...TAKE MY ADVICE!

Lol!
Ok tell me how cute this is...
Purple has new purple shoes to go with him and his purpliousness....haha but he doesn't know this simple little detail....that shoe is a completely different color from his uniform shirt....random I'd notice. But you see kay isn't hear so I can't pretend like I'm listening when I'm actually lookin at him so I need the phone to stop me from screaming out SHUT THE FRICK UP U STUPID DOUCHEBAG AND TALK TO ME BISH! And then they gonna be like which one and imma be like WHO YOU THINK BISH! I been standing right in front of him for more than a year now and he hasn't even taken a breath towards me....

WASSUP BISHES???
Ooo tht house wuz pretty
And omg tht was random...wtf tht hoe came from???
(HOELAND)...
But u know she got tht b*itch-topia in her...

Aye, its coming out week so uh, if you guys(i mean tht in general) what better place to do it...if I actually have some readers, SEEN ME UR COMING OUT STORIES @ MY EMAIL ADDRESS, jaime10965@yahoo.com and I would really love to post it...*include gender, howit happened, to who, how exactly(details),how u felt and how u feel now or anything else.I'D REALLY APPRECIATE IT*

Welcome to the stripe chronicles mykie...(shes a first time reader)tehe lol she'll learn...

I'm actually over it...its just so funny when ones true colors show..but it still makes me feel a little sick. I knew he was a little off his rocker but dang! Nice to know that all you ever wanted. But today won't be filled with pizza and ice cream and spanish soap operas..it'll be filled with smoothies and party music.So done and over it xoxo, jai-liz tehe(cheesy huh?)

LAST MEMORY OF A DOUCHEBAG(HOW IT ALL WENT DOWN!)

**As I was talking to you about what an a-whole this guy was.I am posting the final memory and showing you how it all went down, but you have to understand when you've already broken it off with three times with someone and they still don't get it, they don't treat you right, they always have drama, and stuff:you have to talk to them in a mean way so the understand...**

LAST MEMORY OF A DOUCHEBAG(HOW IT ALL WENT DOWN!)

JAIME:Why were you having an attitude at the game on wensday with tht lady. U were being very disrespectful 

HIM: No i wasnt.how u walk on somebody and say i kno somebody u kno.she was talkin bout how she saw a picture of me.and she said just becuz she is a adult i hav t respect her and i told her get out my face.and she still wont leave me alone.

*o and tht wuz a lie he was actually mumbling under his breathe and he got mad I wouldn't txt him is he dumb, he know I was at the football game cheering, I know cuz he stalked the whole time everybody saw!!!!*

JAIME:Yea but you didn't have to act like tht. She couldn't possibly have done you something tht bad. And maybe she was telling the truth or she atleast heard of u....how would u even kno for sure. U can't just act tht way with ppl.

HIM:She should hav left me alone.y u didnt come by me.at the game.

JAIME:Then y the heck you acting like a little bitch!
No seriously wut u had to say are even think wen you were talking to her like tht

HIM:Nothing at all.

JAIME:WELL YOU AINT GOTTA BE A DOUCHEBAGGY LIL PONK ASS BITCH TO MY SISTER AND WE ALL ALL AGREE ON THT ME MY SISTER AND MIAJA ALL FEEL THT WAY AND YEAH IT IS THERE BUSINESS TOO!!!!!

HIM:I didnt kno that was your sister.

JAIME:It didn't have to be! I didn't have to and I look just like her and so stop blowing up my phone at allhours of the night cuz I don't even like u tht much and I don't wanna b mean but I den told u three times I'm done with u and u don't get It when I'm not answering the phone! U treat me like an outcast and u look at my friends like they trash! As if I didn't kno u already had sum1 else either but anyways I don't really care anymore so either way it go I'm so DONE WITH U INVR REALLY LIKED U THT MUCH ANYWAY TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH ALL UR SHYT AND DRAMA! AINT NOBODY DAT DESPERATE ESPECIALLY NOT ME AND I HONOSTLY DON'T NEED OR WANT U AND U BEEN WAISTING MY TIME U DON'T GET OR UNDERSTAND ME AND UR OBVIOUSLY CRAZY CUZ U BEING STUPID AND WUZ TEXTIN ME WHILE I WUZ CHEERING AND U NVR REALLY CARED ABOUT ME U JUST WAISTED MY TIME ONLY THING U THOUGHT U COULD GET FROM ME WUZ TO TRY TO GET INTO MY PANTIES AND I DON'T ROCK THT WAY AND U LOOK DOWN ON ME BUT I'M ON A WAAAAAAYYYYY HIGHER LEVEL AND U ALWAYS TRYNA STEP N MY BIZ AND U IGNORE ME NFRONT OF EVERY1 AND TREAT ME LIKE I'M A PIECE OF SHYT AND UVE BECOME UTTERLY REPULSING TO ME AND I HAVE COME TO LOATHE AND DETEST U AND I DESERVE BETTER AND U CRAZY ALWAYS SAYING U MY MAN DON'T KNO WHO TOLD U THT LIE OR THT U WERE EVEN A MAN. JUST CUZ U GOT STUFF DOWN THERE DON'T MAKE U A MAN CUZ ALL U ACT LIKE IS A LITTLE PUNK ASS BITCH AND I'M SICK OF IT!! SO I NVR REALLY LIKED U THT MUCH ANYWAY AND YEAH I'D B PISS IF SUM1 SENT ME THIS BUT UR THE KIND OF SLOW PERSON WHO NEEDS TO B INSULTED TO GET THE MESSAGE AND I'M NOT GOING TO CONTINUE TO WAIST MY TIME WITH A ZERO I DESERVE A HERO! I'M NOT EVEN SORRY ANYMORE SO DON'T CALL ME ORTEXT ME OR WORRY ME AND STRESS ME WITH UR SHYT CUZ UR ACTING LIKE A TOTAL STALKER PYSHCO! MY FAMILY, FRIENDS, EVEN THE SPIRITS ESPECIALLY MIAJA AND MY SISTER DON'T EVEN LIKE U AND HECK YEAH I GOT MORE TO SAY BUT U NOT EVEN MAN ENOUGH TO HANDLE THIS ESPECIALLY SO ALL I GOTS TO SAY IS CHOKE ON MY WANG SKIP ON MY NUTS TOAST MY MY WEENER AND PEACE OUT AND DUCES BISH!
U WISH WITH LOVE~JAIME`ELIZABETH AND EVERYONE ONE ELSE (&& MIAJA& CHRISTINA AND JESSE AND JENNIFER AND MOMMY AND DADDY AND PURPLE AND ALL THEIR FAMILIES ) ;-D

HIM:.....

JAIME:I SENT A 15 MESSAGE LONG TEXT AND THAT'S ALL U GOT TO SAY?¿?
WELL AS LONG AS U FINALLY UNDERSTAND THT WE ARE COMPLETELY DONE AND I'M JUST FINISHED TEXTING YOU!!!!! FOREVER AND I'M SO DELETING UR NUMBER AND U MIGHT AS WELL DELETE MINE BYE CARLOS(CARLEY) U RUINED A GOOD FRIENDSHIP WITH UR CRAZYNESS AND ITS JUST OVER BYE....

*NOTICE HOW IN THE MIDDLE HE STARTS WITH THE LAST MINTUTE BULL ((what a b*tch @zz thing to do))*

HIM: To tell u at first i did just wanted sex.then i got to kno u better and i saw how u really were.and it impacted me alot.but fuck all that noe cuz it to late for that shit.i dont give a fuck anymore.

JAIME:Well fine then u just had to say tht JUST LIKE A PONK ASS BITCH! U R SUCH AN ASSHOLE ANIT NOBDY WANNA SLEEP WIT U AND THANKS A LOT FOR WAISTING MY TIME!!! AND I'LL BE SURE TO LET EVERYONE KNO WHAT A LITTLE BITCH WHORE U R THANKS A LOT FOR RESPECTING ME!!!!!!!!!!!! SO STOP WITH THE BS CUZ U KNO U GOT THT DIALOG OFF A MOVIE!

HIM:And im not stupid or slow.

JAIME: HOE U A LIE CUZ IT TOOK U FOUR MESSAGES TO COME BACK WIT SUCH A STUPID AND SLOWCOME BACK!

HIM:I waisted my time on u trying to make somethingSELF work.

*GOT SO TICKED I COULDN'T EVEN TALK TO HIM I WANTED TO SLAP HIM SO HARD*
normally we don't do all this swearing on here but this was TOTALLY nessary!!

WHAT A DOUCHEBAG I CAN'T BELIEVE HE WOULD TELL ME SOMETHING LIKE THAT...HE IS SUCH A LITTLE B*TCH!!!

DUDE ON MY LAST POST I MENT TO PUT I DON'T LIKE HIM THAT MUCH....SORRY FOR THE TYPE-O! I know it makes the whole thing confussing well atleast for me...

The Hardest Thing...(At The Moment)

About the hardest thing for me at this very moment is not picking up the phone. Ofcourse I do like him that much and he really isn't cute enough to have the drama I mean NO ONE is. But it drives me nuts that you won't leave me alone and you won't stop texting. You blow up my phone at all hours of the night!
I don't like how you treat my friends badly and you don't like them. I especially hate the way you treat me as if I'm a weirdo... I feel as if you think I'm only worth while when I'm in uniform as a co-captian. I don't need a football player(ESPECIALLY A HORRIBLE IRRRESPONISBLE B-TEAMER SUCH AS YOURSELF)along with a ribbon and a high skirt to feel special and excepted. I don't need someone to up and say I can't be emo or its not normal to be this or abstinent especially if my parents don't make me. Well let me tell you ITS NOT NORMAL TO EVEN BE HAVING ALL THAT SEX IN MIDDLE SCHOOL. If you want to go there I'm not even your girlfriend and I don't feel I should be pressured to do anything even if I was. I have no idea who told you your special but your not!
Back to the story...I hate the way you acted with my sister and even if you knew or not(she looks just like me and people always think shes my mom)you don't act that way! My sister was right she just said it outloud although I was thinking it. You really are a punk-@**-b*t©h! no lie! You want to call yourself a man but just because you got stuff down there (supposly)doesnt make you one. Heck, its the attitude and how oneself acts that they would have earned such a tittle, which you don't diserve or have ever earned! I'm a waaaayyyy better man than you are if you really want to go there! I don't sit there all scared, I stand up for myself, I handle my problems, I don't blow up someones phone and act a fool when they don't answer, I don't act a little itch when my mommy won't let me have my way, and I diffenatly don't lie and say someone calls me their baby, boo, and I don't say I miss you every five seconds to a girl who obiviously doesn't like me or want me. Hey that should sound familiar because I'm the complete opposite of you huh?
Ugg you litterally discust me. You are uttlerly replusing. You lie for unnessary stuff, you can't even take responsibility for your actions, and you probably have some stupid chick on the side with a dumb name that's half of mine!
REMEMBER: you can't boss the boss, you can't sweet talk the devil, you can't out do the over achiever, you can't carry the champ, you can't b*tch the h.b.I.c.,you can't play the player and NEVER EVER CROSS ME!!!!

-----I haven't loss my mind because I never had one to begin with-----

I'm Sorry- Am I Stressing You? Sounds Like a Personal Problem...

I'm not trying to be an itch but yeah, it is a personal problem...Ok, well maybe-maybe I'm not the most sane in the noggin especially recently but who's fault is it really if someone has stressed you out? Obiviously yours! I didn't jump into your body and change your emotions to sad and depressed or stressed. If I could actually jump into peoples bodies to make them do something beatlejuice like and make them dance funny...or do funny things. See you, your just a sad little teenage boy who's gonna let everyone get the best you.
Now don't get all insutled and babyish and that "this crazy chick what is she talking about" when you your saying in the inside "you crazy chick shut up you have no right to talk about me" but nah uh! Freedom of speech, and this is my blog-mine!
So that means I say what I want. If I want to post a blog called Flicker Flabber Mother Flubber and have a totally pimped out bling words that flash saying _____smells like dog sh*t!! I can do so.
Now back to the subject__I feel as if this truly is a personal problem for someone such as yourself and I honostly feel as if you should do something about it...ANYONE WHO'D KNOW ABOUT WHATEVER YOUR SITUATION **or anyone elses or any type or situation** DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! Seriously do something about it...

You kno.If ididn't break up wit him n april it wouldve been ayear&ten months..I just c ppl counting theirs&dey nvr make it pass7months.Ha we wudve beat um by a landslide_douchebag! I sorta miss him tho...I hope this shows as one post...

UGG, What A Douchebag! - TheStripeChronicles (WELL TECHNICALLY) 100th Post!

You know, he just really doesn't understand me. Sometimes I feel as if he doesn't even know I'm there and that he will only talk to me when he has time. All you ever do is football practice, home, and cause me drama. As if I'm going to sit here and honostly believe you like me that much! You obiviously don't. Ok, your on the phone with these random chicks, hanging around your exs and flirting with them basically and they are always acting stupid with me. One thing i'd never do I fight over a guy and ESPECIALLY not you! Guys fight over me. Now however I'm saying this as if I'm about to stand here and just get over it and not say a word. Well my momma and daddy didn't raise me to where we shut up and don't speak our mind and to where we try I hardest to hold everything in so we don't hurt people's feelings.
ok, so here's the thing your not worth all the drama! And I'm fricking 13! I don't need this. I'm supposed to study, run around, myspace, internet, mall, listen to music, be as free as a bird (or as free as my parents let me be) and I've said this over a zillion times I don't need a boyfriend. I definatly don't need you. Your not even my boyfriend but your always like I'm your boo, calling me bae and baby, and all types of stuff and so I wonder how many other chicks do you say that to?¿? And maybe we don't hang out at school because you actually have a real girlfriend. That's why your "not ready to take that step". And I didn't want another boyfriend until high school and you've been making all these plans and stuff and I don't really like you that much and I'm starting to like him less. I mean I'm not desperate and just being with somebody is not that serious. My mind, I'm not mentally ready or stable to have any type of a so called "relationship". I know this for sure. So I've tried atleast about three times to break it off and he,I think, takes it as a try harder. He's not getting it. And theres a lot of other guys (waaayy hotter than him) who's attention I can get without even trying and who actually does want me and I don't like to be ignored, mislead (is that how you spell it?), and I hate having my time waisted.
I won't be upset if its FINALLY over or atleast I think. And I won't eat cake all day, cry, eat two boxes of soy ice cream, or pizza, or anything so crazy because technically, its no bf/gf stuff its not really a break up, not that serious and I'm SOOOOO BROKE!
SO WHEN THE TIME COMES FINALLY GOOD RIDENCE!!!!!!!!!

I didn't kno the post would show up backwards! So sorry&it wuz an awesome post!NO1EVER TOLD ME THT BUT2MAKE IT EASIER iWILL TRY2POST IT AS MY 1ST OFFICIAL BLOG!

S FINALLY GOOD RIDENCE!!!!!!!!!

((hey it took me 17 messages just to write this))

za, or anything so crazy because technically, its no bf/gf stuff its not really a break up, not that serious and I'm SOOOOO BROKE!
SO WHEN THE TIME COME

ing my time waisted.
?I won't be upset if its FINALLY over or atleast I think. And I won't eat cake all day, cry, eat two boxes of soy ice cream, or piz

attention I can get without even trying and who actually does want me and I don't like to be ignored, mislead (is that how you spell it?), and I hate hav

hree times to break it off and he,I think, takes it as a try harder. He's not getting it. And theres a lot of other guys (waaayy hotter than him) who's

at serious. My mind, I'm not mentally ready or stable to have any type of a so called "relationship". I know this for sure. So I've tried atleast about t

plans and stuff and I don't really like you that much and I'm starting to like him less. I mean I'm not desperate and just being with somebody is not th

a real girlfriend. That's why your "not ready to take that step". And I didn't want another boyfriend until high school and you've been making all these

baby, and all types of stuff and so I wonder how many other chicks do you say that to?¿? And maybe we don't hang out at school because you actually have

er a zillion times I don't need a boyfriend. I definatly don't need you. Your not even my boyfriend but your always like I'm your boo, calling me bae and

supposed to study, run around, myspace, internet, mall, listen to music, be as free as a bird (or as free as my parents let me be) and I've said this ov

ld everything in so we don't hurt people's feelings.
?ok, so here's the thing your not worth all the drama! And I'm fricking 13! I don't need this. I'm

get over it and not say a word. Well my momma and daddy didn't raise me to where we shut up and don't speak our mind and to where we try I hardest to ho

One thing i'd never do I fight over a guy and ESPECIALLY not you! Guys fight over me. Now however I'm saying this as if I'm about to stand here and just

on't. Ok, your on the phone with these random chicks, hanging around your exs and flirting with them basically and they are always acting stupid with me.

All you ever do is football practice, home, and cause me drama. As if I'm going to sit here and honostly believe you like me that much! You obiviously d

?You know, he just really doesn't understand me. Sometimes I feel as if he doesn't even know I'm there and that he will only talk to me when he has time.

AND HE SAID HE DIDN'T TELL ANYONE WE'RE "TOGETHER"!!!!
I KNEW HE WAS LYING!
THEN HOW THE FRICK DUMBAZZ SHAQUIL KNO?¿?
THEY BOTH THE DUMBEST FCKS I'VE EVER SEEN!
Those were not curse words cuz they weren't said out loud and plus they spelled oddly so it doesn't count so HA!

HERE'S AN UPDATE FRM 9/27/09...IT HAD REFUSE TO SEND BUT I FOUND IT...I was holding eggs n walmart I think
Took the explore test today.
I had a breakdown afterwards....I feel immesly lost and I think I killed it at tryouts for the musical....the judges looked surprised..lol today had a lot of downs but some and a really good up...lots of things were cancled which sucks and well lots crap going on but it'll get betta sooner or later and I say this cuz I forgot wut I had to say...

I can swear he's crazy!
He is so sure and convinced that I agreed to the fact that we "belong to and with" eachother. And that I'm his baby and he's my boo. He said I said he's my boo. I for one don't even talk like that for one and that is just so stupid in the first place. Why would I call him that after I said stop calling me that. What's his problem? I mean seriously he thinks something that has never and never will happen..I mean how dumb is tht?¿? The dude is crazy. Thts what I call him too: dude,boy,dog, son, and crazy....someone no getting the message...

He wants me to kiss him and all but I'm not his girlfriend... And I honostly don't know and I wonder "do I even like him tht much or at all?¿?" I hate being pressusred to do that. One of the main reasons I didn't want a boyfriend til high school or have a boyfriend who's in high school so he doesn't go to the same school as me for atleast a year. You kno so we can both get settled in our surroundings...oh, I can just here my sister now, "lil gal what r u talking bout you a kid what u kno bout anything. Kissin on them lil boys I'm telling mommy, what ever lil heffer, just keep ur legs closed..." I wish I could talk to her without her saying tht. (ha, listen to me, I sound like anne frank, cept the lezbo, annex,peter, stuff) so how am I supposed to say I kinda like you but I like someone else more. Or the fact the guy I like,it is said we both like eachother but who knows 4 sure except us of our own feelings, and if so how can too shy ppl say so. Even if he is a little older, but maybe its for the best, I seem to attract crazy ppl and stalkers.(thts another story lol) however what is one to say or do in this situation what is one to say at all....how am I supposed to think when I'm so tiredand got hit really hard and bad in the head with a volleyball(god, I'm still dizzy, its still in pain)--I'll talk bout tht later...

Ok this is a trip!
Listen to this:
Ok so every morning smiley texts me goodmorning and after awhile if I'm really bored I say morning. Well, the oddest thing happened I had looked over at purple and while I wuz looking I typed in purple (his real name) is hot and I almost pressed send right after I typed it! Thankyou God!!! That wouldve been some real drama!!!!
Its so funny now I'd start laughing and wtf right when I typed thathe started laughing really loud...I HATE PURPLE, ya douchebag......

Hanging with the dudes...OMG....doesn't it feel weird wen the ex pops in with his mommy???

This bores the sh*t out of me

Was at the alligator festival a few hours ago...he was there...I got sick from the rides and I kept telling kay I'd puke n a sec and then she puked and I couldn't get my pukes out...he looked so hot today!! I mean he wuz so fricking hot today no lie!!! Um s anyways...head still hurts and I'm gonna hit the fest again tomorro ug my tummyhurts...went outside played my guitar awhile outside which I wanna do everyday and majority of the time do....I broke my promise tht I made 3-4 months ago...oh well....

OMG OMG OMG THANKGOD OH GOD WHY!!!
EEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

If someone loves you...how do u break it to um that you don't love them back...and what if the explanation is that you just might like someone else more than them...I honostly don't wanna keep stringing him along...I just don't know how to loose a guy...its like no matter wut they want u more....what's wrong with them they can get the message or something?¿?

I hate the fact tht you and other people expect so much of me. Just because I look a certant way doesn't mean I go for it or even if I act a certant way. I can swear I carry myself very well and respectfully but do people think of me differently than I do?¿? I think they do...I mean I act differently than the other girls. I don't put myself out there and nor do I stay in guys face all day so what's my problem. And I'm not even trying to get a boyfriend...I'm also not trying to go after any of these guys at skool so what's everybodys isuse?¿? It seems as if the whores are not whores and they call the non whores and treat um like whores....as if respectable girls diserve to be treated badly and insulted and less than the whores and we just need to say if u choose a whore over a good girl, then u don't diserve a girl anyways...thts wut I've been trying to explain to sum ppl

I can't believe my sis is going to new york!!
Imma miss her although I barely see her...
Well she grown and she does wut she wants and not like u can stop her from leaving (i kno, I tried) and I hope she has fun...she'll be in new york and I'd be at the alligator festival with god only knows who lol---remember:::FRIENDS ARE 5 TIMES MORE DANGERIOUS THAN STRANGERS....they actually know u... :-P

CHRISSY + ARTICLE 4 EVA!
Lol insider--haha chrissy!

Its times like these where you hate someone so much you are completely,utterly, and immensly inlove with them.... From his point of view the sun has fallen in love with the moon...

Is currently on cheer-mode and on my way to the football game on the bus wit the other cheerleaders I've been sending updates but they weren't posted and idfk y!!!!!! Everything cool...I feel lonely but cool and like I said eairlier IMMA FIX HIM!!!!!!! What! Na! He gonna be so fixed gonna wish he was fixed (like spay nutered cheesey I know! lol) but yeah forget fighting U BOUT TO TAKE AN EMOTIONAL BEATING!!! Prepare for it mr. Smiley.....

Omg he scared the crap out of me with those good morning text!! I can swear he woke up the living dead which he probably has....I was dead asleep and he woke me right out of it! Never give outur number to guys who like u they alwaysdo tht and he not the first atleast its not like 5 6 am like the other guys do....ugg my ear ringing!!!

Is spending the night by grandparents...
I gotta finish tht project!
Anyways they fixed up this bed really nice and I think smiley is mad at me! OH EFFING WELL!!!

He told me not to dot me but he made me mad so I sent him 134 messages filled to every corner with dots!

Take tht and shove it!!!

OH GOD WE ARE NEVER TALKING AGAIN!!
YOU GOT DREADS!!!!
OH LORD JESUS CHRIST YOU HAVE MADE IT POSSIBLE FOR ME TO SMILE ALL DAY AND OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE HE DID IT! OH IMMA LAUGH TIL I GRAUATE AFTER THE 8 YEARS OF COLLEGE!!!!! OH he getting pimp slapped ALL-DAY-LONG!!

Outside, wrote a tottaly awesome song!
And just so u know idc who u are I'm not gonna write u a love song! And u won't be hearing any of my songs! So you can shove it! :-P jkjk but forreal I'm not singing for you!

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Lots of drama and mess today long story...interresting and weird stuff happened and well I just learned something that will be better next time if there ever is....

"When in doubt BLOG it out...so smart and pretty doesn't work as well so u can just go to ____if trickery is what it takes lol I won't hesitate...if not now it won't be ever so just tell him goodbye move on and talk to the next guy. Twist ur hair and tellum hi slap um when he touch ur thigh. Give um a while and u used him up and they swear one of u is a slut they all say tht he's the playa well right after tht we done boo c ya l8r!"

Where are you and you and you and me?¿? We are all so lost aren't we?¿?
I feel weird at school...as if I've lost my place. Or maybe I'm just realizing I've never had one. I thought with some type of power I might have friends but I've seen to have lost some. I feel as if some ppl are only my friends when others aren't arround and tht my other friends don't like or accept my other friends. I don't wanna choose shouldn't have to! I also am sick of being well is ostrasized the right word (not the right spelling) because I don't like the same guy as everyone else or have the same taste. Also the fact call me weird. Or tht I'm a freak. I feel as if I'm completely normal and only weird ppl call ppl weird...and what they say over here is weird is actually normal but I guess we're in Tiger Town now so theres pros and cons. Out here its nvr visa versa its its this tht and tht how we chose it this wut it gone be! And I refuse to settle none the less follow such rediuclous rules and examples and I wanna be the one to change this place or atleast a few ppl and let them see what's right and wrong bcuz obiously some ppl have it twisted
Xoxo,
jai-liz

Ok just got off the bus and had a nice talk with a seventh grade girl shes so nice...idk her name I forgot to ask! Ugg! Lol well anyways wen I was getting off the bus brian told me something but idk wtf he said sounded like why you getting off the bus at ______(guess he said our or my(i mean this n his words not mine))house but idk 4 sure...can't b cuz thts dumb because I've been catcjhing tht bus since 7th grade at tht exact same spot! Wtf?¿? I've been saying tht on here a lot have I?¿? Has it been immensly aggravating?¿? Well I'm starved they betta have something good to eat in here now!!!

Its been awhile!
Well I'm siting on the bus and shaquille benson is getting on my very last nerve AGAIN! I didn't take my medication...no cheerleading today which is good and bad cuz I need to do work but I really wanted to cheer....o well! Lol...but I really was looking forward to it. I'm very upset I didn't get my pompoms cuz our captian left mine at her house again after I told her and she promised she wouldn't leave it after I textedher not to and then wen I asked her shes like what stuff are you talkin about and I'm like wtf!

HOW ODD I SAW HIM LOOKING AT ME, I TURNED AROUND AND HE BUST OUT RUNNING LIKE A FOOL......

Finnally home..BACK IN TIGER TOWN!!!!!!!!! TEHETEHE LOLZ!

Took forever to get to popeyes and we drove around and around come to find out all we had to do was just turn and we would be there lol! We had to use the gps well google maps or both idr...back on the road well a bridge over water and slowly waiting away wetlands....u know we loose the size of about rhode island of louisiana evey year due to coastal erosion....I miss purple..I'm listening to decode and it always reminds me of his edward cullen acting tail! And haha only I and chrissy kno who he is and he's not a random rk boy he goes to hhs! Tehe evil,well evey guy has a nickname by us so no one knows what were talking about and we can say stuff infront them...SMART HUH?¿?where on the i10 and should be home very soon::::I MISS MY PUPPY WHO IS BACK IN NOLA MILES AWAY! WE GOTTA GET HER SOON!

KANYE WEST ROYAL NAMES:
KING OF STUPIDTITY
KING OF DUMB COMMENTS
PRINCE OF IDIOTICY

Did I mention we were back on the road?¿?
Well we just got to alexandria...lots of trees and it feels great to be back in louisiana ! My dad is beig very cheesy(arent they all?¿?) we played a horrible trick on him! Lol long story...these gps tomtom getting on my last nerve!
We should be home soon

Ok kanye west you've done some stupid uncalled for things..like the thing about how mj is dead and they need a new king of pop...you will NEVER ever be such! But to inturrupt taylor swift with her special moment and ruined her dream, your a horrible person and very dumb. This was classless and tasteless! But since you want a tittle here's something tht I feel you diserve...I DUB THE KANYE WEST, KING OF DUMB COMMENTS AND PRINCE OF IDIOTICNESS!

At the texas walmart! Everything IS bigger in texas every shoe was a size 8 and up...silly me I'm a 4 and a 5 in shoes so it took forever to find some cheerleading shoes I got a size six and its awesome cuz its the perfect look for me lol...jen is facebooking next to me and we have matching costumes for halloween and I had mine first getting me sum old ppl cookies tehe

UGG! I feel so sick! My tummy killin me! Ugg popped some pills...anytype of pain killin pills r my hero!!!

Still playin wii...were about to play keith favorite game...this is fun...lol odd I'm the oldest up here tehe I feel sooooooo old!!!!

Playin wii with janie...can u believe an eleven year old is teaching me how to drive lol!
PRAY ON THE DAY I GET MY LISCENS! I'M TERRIBLE AT THIS! I WAS PRETTY GOOD N A REAL CAR BUT MY NERVES ARE BAD!!!!!!! AND OMG kevin spit on the floor and every1 stepped in it! He should clean it up! And he's fake crying now!

Bored out of my mind!

Going pick up grandma patty,texting,facebook,myspace,nothing new. Talkin to jesse and christina,textin macy. "oh yea life goes on" tehe uh well I'm proud of myself I haven't taken any pics of myself lately apposed to my 100 everyday...my sis puttin her cheesy toes and feet on my jacket...

We went to luby's
Talked about relationships wit ex?s and my wannabe boyfriends...(lol carlos would probably b mad)WHY U THINK I SAID THT LOL ULL GET OVER IT!!!!
TEHE...GOING BY MY PPL HOUSE AGAIN...
TEHE ITS RAINING ALL DAY!
LOL no seriously ppl will get over themselves...

Woke up about an hour ago...I feel a lil sick...home sick I guess cuz I want my puppy back! Head is killing me. Watching e news nothing new/still in our hotel room...waiting for my dads famous comment oh nvrm there he goes...u can always tell he got something to say....lookin at all the food and the bag of golden oreos on the top of the television set and if I c it one moe gin I might hurrel...ugg lea may lone!

GET ME THE HECK OUT OF HERE!!!!!!!!

OH GOD THIS IS JUST...INTENSE ODDNESS..

THIS IS EXCEPTIONALLY ODD

By grandmas apartment its pretty nice...
Woke up got dressed ate breakfeast in the hotel lobby lol
E IS FOR ELEPHANT! TEHE (insider) well I think I told you.

Weird stuff happened so no ones coming...
Kinda good cuz its very late and I'm asleep and I don't want ppl to see asleep jaime((not pleasant for anyone))...I don't really find anything weird or strange about what they said happened....seriously and I have a logical explanation for it all...

LOL!
My sister was huggin my mom on the bed cuz she was feelin bad and my sis like mommy and my moms like oh my lil baby I remember wen u were so little and she goes mommy I hope nobody thinks were lesbians and we all start laughin...its a u had to be there moment to really see and understand it and laugh....

I'm seriously not in the mood for this and I'm already ticked off already!

Once a whore ur nothing more!
And if all you chicks can do all day is talk bad a bout me,
Ur the ones who have a problem not me...If I'm the main topic from 100s of miles away then I must be important!
So take tht and SHOVE IT!!!!!

FINALLY HERE!!!!!

Made my daddy leave the place cuz he wouldn't stop laughin at da man..E AS IN ELEPHANT! IN HIS PAKASTAN ACCENT((NO OFFENSE I'M A BAD SPELLER)) I MADE HIM LEAVE CUZ THTS RUDE! BUT THE MAN WAS ANGRY ON THE PHONE SCREAMIN E AS IN ELEPHANT THT NOT WUT U NORMALLY YELL AT PPL! SO DATS KINDA FUNNY BUT I WAITED TELL WE LEFT TO GIGGLE...SORRY!

Just crossed the border of texas...listening to livin on a prayer...talked to my grandparents on the phone and my baby misses me! I miss my puppy!!
Did some homework and wondering what time we'll get there lol! Man tits ((insider))

WERE ALMOST TO TEXARKANA!!!!
YEA! TEHE LOLZ! WELL just added cheers to the cheer book and is doing some school work..

CREAM ON THE INSIDE CREAM ON THE OUTSIDE CREAM ON THE INSIDE CREAM ON THE OUTSIDE CREAM ON THE INSIDE CREAM ON THE OUTSIDE ICE CREAM ICE CREAM ICE CREAM PAINT JOB!!!!

Now this is odd_ok shake it off comes on the radio in the car and my dad goes who's that and everything was so loud so I scream Mariah Carrey and my sis said b4 tht she had to use it- my mom screams at me what u just said and I go mairah carrey! What u thought and she thought I said cuz ur on ur period! And I'm like huh y would I say tht especially infront of dad? And we all laughed when we got in burger king and my dad felt lost probably----gurr I feel sick now!

Eating long boys,grapes, and chickodticks
LOL CHRISTINA! CHICK-O-STICK BANANANANANER CRAPES! Hey they have bananas in her too lol..
SHED KILL ME IF SHE READ THIS! TEHE

OH THANK GOD!
This is the best public restroom I've ever been to.
Its clean, has my favorite colors in it its private comfy and special can in each one for pads...and jenny must feel played..someone did jiggle the handle and try to use the bathroom..WHAT I TOLD U! Lol- hey can u believe theres a place called whiteville?¿?
NO LIE THAT'S THE TOWN WE JUST STOPED IN!! UGG WERE STILL NOT IN TEXAS THO GURR!

Woke up and we haven't stop yet...radio jsacked up..it switch from some slow song I am crazy for u although it not da one I kno and low by tpain and flo rida...odd huh?¿?
My dad scares the crap out of me when he drives...my nerves bad____hey did u kno if u put flo and rida together it spells florida?¿?
I never get a chance to tell anyone dat-I always forget wen I need to say it

Still in this car and were on interstate 49...
Idk where the heck we are really I don't...
We re on I10 west and I hear they have an incident...
WOW I LOVE DOING THE DOTS I NEED TO GET SOMETHING NEW! IMMA NEED HELP WIT THT!!!!-this takes forever I'm bored and been craving a rollercoaster ride...not wit drama I mean actual "keep ur hands nd feet nd the ride at all times" yea tht and I can't believe its fricking raining again!!!

On the road on my way to Texas but first we have to get to baton rouge...IT TAKES FOREVER TO GET OUT OF TIGER TOWN!! Tehe jennifer took all day to get here ! Well I'm laying down starving wish there was some place to eat..imma still jennys candy corn-well I'm going to be back and forward on and off today over the eight hour drive to Texas...ugg my butts gonna hurt! Rotlmfao! Yeah I wish I could....

OK.....so maybe I'm just a tad bit off but whatever right?¿?
I'M MEAN SO WHAT NO ONE KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!!! I mean whatever but anyways....I REALLY DON'T WANNA LEAVE BABY HERE FOR SO LONG!!! I'M GONNA CRY!!!!

I never loved nor liked you!
And I'm not mad because you have someone else...
I WAS ONLY USING YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE!
For entertainment&I was bored!
Like I care,I'm prettier and moved on a LOOONNNNNNGGG
TIME AGO!!!
Tehe ;-D

@ the game our skool gone but we are looking at these cheerleaders cheezy cheers! AND THEY STOLE ONE OF OURS!!!! DEMERIT!!! LOL I'M NOT THEIR 2ND CO-CAPTIAN!!

OK ITS BEEN AWHILE...
I'm on this hot bus and I hate it!
Its raining like crazy I HOPE THE JAMBORIE how ever u spell it isn't cancled!!!! We haven't had one in two years due to rain...

Ok you guys I'm going to shut up and fINALLY go to school R U HAPPY NOW JENNIFER??? Well atleast til 2:30 I'll shut up! :-P tehe

Went to doctors,FINALLY!!! And they shoved something up my ear a couple of times with a mixture of cold water and peroxide and my ear is infected...I can hear much better but we are getting some perscription for some more stuff they gonna dope me up on this for to stop the infection...my ear was popping like crazy from the peroxide and has calmed down. It hurts now cuz things not supposed to go in dere besides words and sounds(not literally) but I'm very thankful! LOL HEY ONE OF THE NURSES REGONIZED ME FROM PLAYING MY GUITAR FOR BETA CLUB!!! TEHE! MADE MY DAY!!!

WHAT A SORRY EXCUSE FOR A TOWN....

So I was supposed to take the test to get into gifted today but my ear feels worst..I have to go to the doc which don't open til nine am in dumb tiger town! I HATE THIS PLACE IT WAS 24/7 IN NOLA!!!!!!gonna miss some school...have to put on clothes to try to eat something...hoping kaylin feels betta.....

Well its set!
The stripe chronicals is going to texas from thrusday night to about sunday idk when....but I WILL be blogging or sending updates...hopefully we stay in a hotel so we can have internet!

"COME TOGETHER! RIGHT NOW! OVER ME!" LOL!
It is pouring down over in the main city in Tiger Town..

BORED AS A BORED PERSON....((i don't curse.))

All dem peoples best bow down 2 me lol jk -- from KAYLEE ELIZIZABTH

Is playing a trick and will make cry!!!
Fricktard!!!
Lol!!!! I need help...

This is just frickin crazy!!!
Dis is effin crazy!!!!
Omg not kid related things actually it is j/k

HEY BITCHES! ITS CHRISTINA AND YOU ALL CAN JUSS KISS MY SHINY WHITE ASS!!!!! LOL!!!!! I LOVE THE STRIPE CHRONICALS!!!

IN THE CAR WITH CHRISTINA AND KAYLEE!!!!!
SHOUT OUT TO U GUYS ALTHOUGH I'M RIGHT NEXT TO YOU!! :-P

I'M...
Sitting her waiting to get picked up to go to the movies....dog threw up!! Idk y my dog is balemic or sumtin she always pukeing I kno dog food nasty but seriously!!!

This is odd but last night when we had to hurry and leave the house that was my first time taking a wash up instead of a shower since like what? Right after hurrincane katrina... Tht was in 4th grade and I'm in 8th now....WHOA!

GOOD MORNING STRIPE CHRONICAL READERS!!!
Has the weirest dream again except this one was more sad and detailed! Well gotta get ready today is a busy day and I'm gonna have fun for grandpa....

Well stripe chronicals my phone is about to die so imma b back wen I get home and can charge this thing so...wish us all the best and keep us in ur prayers...or whatever u do...bye for now....

CAN'T STOP SHAKING IDK WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN NEXT...I'M CRYING MY HEART OUT IT JUST HURTS SO BAD NOW....I JUST REALLY WANT GOD TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND AND I ALSO WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO GREG I SHOULDVE LISTEND TO U AND I NEED TO TRUST U MORE OFTEN....I DON'T WANNA CRY IT MAKES DADDY CRY BUT I CAN'T HOLD IT IN ANYMORE AND MY LAST GRANDPA SICK AND HE BETTER GO TO THE HOSPITAL NOW CUZ I DON'T CARE IF HE DON'T WANT TO! HE'S THE ONLY ONE I GOT LEFT!!!

My grandfather,the one who had cancer, just died.....I nvr got a chance to tell him anything and I regret not calling today...he's in a better place and for some reason god felt as if he needed him more then we all did...and all I can think about is grandma and daddy and his brothers and my heart doesn't hurt like it did eairlier now I feel some relief but I feel very sad and very idk I just well he I miss him...R.I.P. GRANDPA AND WE ALL LOVE YOU AND YOU WILL BE TRULY AND DEARLY MISSED FROM FAMILY FRIENDS AND ANYTHING THAT GOT THE GREAT PLEASURE OF KNOWING YOU. And to grandma we will always be there to comfort you...

Ok I get it now this is great!!!
I shouldve done this a LOOOONNNNNGGGGG time ago!!!
Hey since I can't tweet as much anymore imma just start doing this!!! AWESOME!!!!

OK IDK HOW THIS WORKS SO I'M JUST TESTING THIS OUT..HI STRIP CHRONICAL READERS!!!!!!!!!