I'M SO SICK OF MY DAD!
HE'S A RECKLESS, IGNORANT,ILMANNERED, SELFCENTERED, BARBARIAN!!
HE STARTS PUNCHING AND CHOKING MY DOG WHEN SHE DIDN'T WANT TO GO OUTSIDE!!!
SHE GOT SCARED AND PEED AND HE HITHER AGAIN SO SHE BIT HER THEN HE PUT HER UP AND GRABBED HER BY HER NECK AND WAS PUNCHING HER AND I'M SCREAMING STOP AND MY MOM SAYS DON'T SAY ANYTHING AND I CAN'T TAKE IT NO MORE!
HE DON'T TOUCH ME BUT HE'S EVIL AND MEAN TO ME LIKE THAT!
I'M LEAVING HERE!
FIRST FCKING CHANCE I GET!!!!!
AND I'M TAKING THE DOG WITH ME AND MAYBE ONE DAY MY MOM MIGHT GET SOME BRAINS AND LEAVE TOO AND HE'LL BE ALL ALONE IN THIS STUPID HOUSE HE LOVES....
I HATE HIM AND IMMA LEAVE AND WILL NOT EEVEN MISS HIM AND THIS TIME, THEY CAN'T STOP ME FROM LEAVING....

I'm gonna change my life for GOOD this time...
No more bad words(i don't mean cursing)
I'm going to be as mature as I used to be.
Study & practice more
Get all A's on report card
Be more serious about stuff
Do things for me
Stop raising other peoples kids
Stick to a schedule...
Try harder to be happy
Get some help
hElp myself
Pay more attention in class
Not talk all day
Care (litterally)less even more so....
Anything else I should change?¿?
SHUT UP JENNIFER!!
:-t

So, I made this chicken it was good except...
I tried this new thing that's a hot spice and it made it taste salty not fried crispy and I feel like I'm eating pretzels which I have been eating a lot recently...
Vans Organic Waffles are the effin best and no one is paying me to say tht its just a fact...I love the blueberry ones lol...uh, I'm making asian chicken tomorro and I hope daddy eats all tht chicken I made tonight...he better not tone down on his greediness for once in his life but I love him tho (only when he's not here...)tehe...

Ok so,
Chrissy got a haircut,
My ex got his flirt on(with her), yet again,infront of me...
Smiley keeps giving me these sarcastic I guess but I know for sure evil smirks, he's still following me....my SUPPOSED friend is going out with him..
My friend is a porn star...(ok maybe not a star but w/e...)
Hey,uh, whatelse?¿?
Something good, something good..uh, oh yeah,
Got a B on my algebra test!
Got an instyler
No Cheerleading for a week(tht has its ups and downs)
Aye lovs, its just another day in a teenage life...

Everything is not what it seems...
I honostly thought second chances were good to give
Or that people change for the better...
LIES!
Once a whore your nothing more...
Thts what I say and true and I can't believe THEY would do that to me but I won't let it upset me even if I gotta lie to myself, I'm gonna make it and as I sit here on the way to school, I'm gonna get over it and not let um get me down but I just want to see what happends...I'll write back with all the info...gtg, stripe u l8r..
Xoxo,
Jaime?Elizabeth :-t

Can Choose To Be Anything Else, Im Completely and Utter Jaime...

I am blind
yet I can see
I am myself
yet I am not me
I am happy
I am sad
and recently everything just makes me mad
I wanna curse I wanna shout
I wanna sing and be without doubt
I wanna be known
I wanna be forgotten
I feel broke I feel spoiled rotten...
I wanna know and I wanna be unsure
I wanna care I wanna dare
I want to talk I wanna sit in silence
I got to say it and I won't deny it
I want all the words and I wanna be speechless
I want to be wanted and I want to be needed
I gotta kno and its killing me but I regret even getting a hint...
I wanna laugh I wanna cry I want to be completely and untterly not and yet truly jaime....