Tuesday, September 29, 2009

I can swear he's crazy!
He is so sure and convinced that I agreed to the fact that we "belong to and with" eachother. And that I'm his baby and he's my boo. He said I said he's my boo. I for one don't even talk like that for one and that is just so stupid in the first place. Why would I call him that after I said stop calling me that. What's his problem? I mean seriously he thinks something that has never and never will happen..I mean how dumb is tht?¿? The dude is crazy. Thts what I call him too: dude,boy,dog, son, and crazy....someone no getting the message...
He wants me to kiss him and all but I'm not his girlfriend... And I honostly don't know and I wonder "do I even like him tht much or at all?¿?" I hate being pressusred to do that. One of the main reasons I didn't want a boyfriend til high school or have a boyfriend who's in high school so he doesn't go to the same school as me for atleast a year. You kno so we can both get settled in our surroundings...oh, I can just here my sister now, "lil gal what r u talking bout you a kid what u kno bout anything. Kissin on them lil boys I'm telling mommy, what ever lil heffer, just keep ur legs closed..." I wish I could talk to her without her saying tht. (ha, listen to me, I sound like anne frank, cept the lezbo, annex,peter, stuff) so how am I supposed to say I kinda like you but I like someone else more. Or the fact the guy I like,it is said we both like eachother but who knows 4 sure except us of our own feelings, and if so how can too shy ppl say so. Even if he is a little older, but maybe its for the best, I seem to attract crazy ppl and stalkers.(thts another story lol) however what is one to say or do in this situation what is one to say at all....how am I supposed to think when I'm so tiredand got hit really hard and bad in the head with a volleyball(god, I'm still dizzy, its still in pain)--I'll talk bout tht later...

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