Can Choose To Be Anything Else, Im Completely and Utter Jaime...

I am blind
yet I can see
I am myself
yet I am not me
I am happy
I am sad
and recently everything just makes me mad
I wanna curse I wanna shout
I wanna sing and be without doubt
I wanna be known
I wanna be forgotten
I feel broke I feel spoiled rotten...
I wanna know and I wanna be unsure
I wanna care I wanna dare
I want to talk I wanna sit in silence
I got to say it and I won't deny it
I want all the words and I wanna be speechless
I want to be wanted and I want to be needed
I gotta kno and its killing me but I regret even getting a hint...
I wanna laugh I wanna cry I want to be completely and untterly not and yet truly jaime....